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ex0Tic_island_girl
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I am here blabbering about my Melodramatic life…I know. People don’t want to
hear this shit...but here goes… I’ve been with my man for 6 years. The thing
is He had cheated on me before…I don’t know if you called it cheating...but I
do. I mean he had told me that he wanted to have a break. And want to see
other girls…I didn’t agree with it…but what can I do right... So I told him if he
have sex with them don’t fucking bother calling me at all. But shit like he
would tell me if he have sex or not... Anyways... little that I know...his friend
with benefit before is been trying to contact him saying. “Let get back
together” This Biatch was so desperate he’s been trying to do this since I’ve
been dating him. So they went out twice. For some reason my man calls me
and tells me that he wanted me back. What did I do? I fucking went back
with him. Yah! I am Stupid. I find out that he went into a motel because I
saw a motel receipt. I ask him Q’s like if he had sex with her? Shit! What am I
thinking, asking question like that. As if, he would tell me the truth. Of course
he said “No” Is he telling the truth or not... Only God knows that. And can
you believe it. This girl, his friends with benefit still calls him...saying...that
she would get a hotel and wait for him on there and this girl lives two hours
away. What a desperate Whore! He didn’t get back with her though. My man
moves into another state. I didn’t get to move with him not until one year. I
am pretty sure he didn’t cheat on me while were having long distance
relationship. For the fact that he flies me out to see him and calls me. But
who knows if he did cheat or not. So I moved out with him. Of course I had
though about it, me moving with him. I had though about the consequences
and if it’s worth it. He had shown a lot of ways that he really loves me but
then he had shown ways too that he doesn’t. I just feel like I would do
anything for him but he won’t do the same thing for me. Well within 9 months
of living with him... everything was good...till the time that he’s doing drugs
again...I’ve been putting up with this since we are together. We got into an
argument. It gets to the point that he said. He’s tired of me controlling him,
telling him what to do. For the fact that the only thing that I told him is to
stop doing drugs or at least take it slow. So in that way he can quit. He’s
telling me that he doesn’t love me anymore and that he wanted to break up.
He had done this not once but thrice. Every time he does this. He calls me
and tells me he wanted me back. Telling me he doesn’t mean what he says.
That he loves me and shit. Do I believe him? Fuck ,I don’t know. How about if
he’s just saying it? Or better yet He’s just saying that he loves me till he finds
someone better? Maybe I am just in denial that he loves me for the fact that
he don’t. Or I am just afraid to let go. Maybe I am just fucking stupid. Here’s
a question, a stupid question this is, what would you think when you find out
that your man is joining a single dating site or yet telling everyone online that
he’s single? Okay is to time for me to shut up...and let you talk...
P.S. You know who you are
hear this shit...but here goes… I’ve been with my man for 6 years. The thing
is He had cheated on me before…I don’t know if you called it cheating...but I
do. I mean he had told me that he wanted to have a break. And want to see
other girls…I didn’t agree with it…but what can I do right... So I told him if he
have sex with them don’t fucking bother calling me at all. But shit like he
would tell me if he have sex or not... Anyways... little that I know...his friend
with benefit before is been trying to contact him saying. “Let get back
together” This Biatch was so desperate he’s been trying to do this since I’ve
been dating him. So they went out twice. For some reason my man calls me
and tells me that he wanted me back. What did I do? I fucking went back
with him. Yah! I am Stupid. I find out that he went into a motel because I
saw a motel receipt. I ask him Q’s like if he had sex with her? Shit! What am I
thinking, asking question like that. As if, he would tell me the truth. Of course
he said “No” Is he telling the truth or not... Only God knows that. And can
you believe it. This girl, his friends with benefit still calls him...saying...that
she would get a hotel and wait for him on there and this girl lives two hours
away. What a desperate Whore! He didn’t get back with her though. My man
moves into another state. I didn’t get to move with him not until one year. I
am pretty sure he didn’t cheat on me while were having long distance
relationship. For the fact that he flies me out to see him and calls me. But
who knows if he did cheat or not. So I moved out with him. Of course I had
though about it, me moving with him. I had though about the consequences
and if it’s worth it. He had shown a lot of ways that he really loves me but
then he had shown ways too that he doesn’t. I just feel like I would do
anything for him but he won’t do the same thing for me. Well within 9 months
of living with him... everything was good...till the time that he’s doing drugs
again...I’ve been putting up with this since we are together. We got into an
argument. It gets to the point that he said. He’s tired of me controlling him,
telling him what to do. For the fact that the only thing that I told him is to
stop doing drugs or at least take it slow. So in that way he can quit. He’s
telling me that he doesn’t love me anymore and that he wanted to break up.
He had done this not once but thrice. Every time he does this. He calls me
and tells me he wanted me back. Telling me he doesn’t mean what he says.
That he loves me and shit. Do I believe him? Fuck ,I don’t know. How about if
he’s just saying it? Or better yet He’s just saying that he loves me till he finds
someone better? Maybe I am just in denial that he loves me for the fact that
he don’t. Or I am just afraid to let go. Maybe I am just fucking stupid. Here’s
a question, a stupid question this is, what would you think when you find out
that your man is joining a single dating site or yet telling everyone online that
he’s single? Okay is to time for me to shut up...and let you talk...
P.S. You know who you are
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