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Ulcasterdropout said:

U any good at scrabble? I want to play online but don't know how.
I bet people cheat and I don't cheat.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
not a scrabble fan....

It's one of things I excel at. Spelling that is. I suck at object manipulation and anything mechanical.
 
Ulcaster, I had to take a personality inventory test for a job that I applied for. I'm too old to lie anymore. They ask stuff like, "Do you like people?" I answer, "Generally no." "Are you the life of the party?" I say, "Hell no."
"Do you get annoyed when interrupted?" I say, "Hell yes."
" Do you enjoy the company of others?" I say, "Only when they are not being stupid." Shit like that. I'm sure they were impressed.
 
TheOak01 said:
I try man,but its hard,you know what its like to be down,right now Im at rock bottom
I know...:worried: I know all to fucking well, bro. I've tasted metal too many times.
Anything eatting you?
 
wont happen unfortunatley,if I make it to morning right now Im lucky,but Im looking at my beauty 12 g and a big bottle of opiates,and due to tonights events I am ready to end me,I cant deal anymore
 
TheOak01 said:
I try man,but its hard,you know what its like to be down,right now Im at rock bottom

I would be very disappointed and sad. I know that pain though. I've had it many times before.
 
TheOak01 said:
wont happen unfortunatley,if I make it to morning right now Im lucky,but Im looking at my beauty 12 g and a big bottle of opiates,and due to tonights events I am ready to end me,I cant deal anymore
what was tonights events?
 
Rob, bro, I'm telling you, the meds make all the difference in the world. Have you tried klonopin yet? I really think you need it? Makes coping with things much easier. If you feel like killing yourself wait until tomorrow and see if you still feel that way. You have nothing to lose. First, see the doc. Please.
 
TheOak01 said:
wont happen unfortunatley,if I make it to morning right now Im lucky,but Im looking at my beauty 12 g and a big bottle of opiates,and due to tonights events I am ready to end me,I cant deal anymore
go put that stuff away.
 
TheOak01 said:
both man,someone I love desrepected me and it hurts man,Im tryin to move on but its rough right now
How'd she disrespect you?
You ain't too drunk cuz you ain't spillin' shit....
 
Sometiems.. we put faith in the wrong people.

We have to relaize the limitations of friendships and relationships.

Can't expect miracles. Also can't rely on others for our happiness.. can only truly be found within.. as corny as it sounds.. its 100% true
TheOak01 said:
both man,someone I love desrepected me and it hurts man,Im tryin to move on but its rough right now
 
Sometimes.. we put faith in the wrong people.

We have to relaize the limitations of friendships and relationships.

Can't expect miracles. Also can't rely on others for our happiness.. can only truly be found within.. as corny as it sounds.. its 100% true
TheOak01 said:
both man,someone I love desrepected me and it hurts man,Im tryin to move on but its rough right now
 
Help me ya'll. We can't let him do this. He's a good dude.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
How'd she disrespect you?
You ain't too drunk cuz you ain't spillin' shit....

Ill put it this way,I get one night a week out cuz I bounce,and she always comes and dances on guys right infront of me and rubs that shit right in,then come monday wants to fuck me, its rough man,after 3.5 yrs I love her so much,its just alot of she that wont allow us to be together,fuck it man,life is shit,not even just women ,shit in general
 
TheOak01 said:
Ill put it this way,I get one night a week out cuz I bounce,and she always comes and dances on guys right infront of me and rubs that shit right in,then come monday wants to fuck me, its rough man,after 3.5 yrs I love her so much,its just alot of she that wont allow us to be together,fuck it man,life is shit,not even just women ,shit in general
Ohhhh, that bitch...everybody told you that rebound fucking would suck you in......and it did.
You left her....remember? You weren't happy you said....
You should boot that snatch out of your life like you were gonna do in the first place.
 
TheOak01 said:
Ill put it this way,I get one night a week out cuz I bounce,and she always comes and dances on guys right infront of me and rubs that shit right in,then come monday wants to fuck me, its rough man,after 3.5 yrs I love her so much,its just alot of she that wont allow us to be together,fuck it man,life is shit,not even just women ,shit in general
i've been there bro, there isn't a worse pain. but you'd cause more pain than you could imagine if you were to hurt yourself. i don't think you're like that, you've got a good heart. any move is better than the one you're thinking of.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
Ohhhh, that bitch...everybody told you that rebound fucking would suck you in......and it did.
You left her....remember? You weren't happy you said....
You should boot that snatch out of your life like you were gonna do in the first place.

man she is a good girl,we just had alot of issues that we couldnt handle,yet she does this shit to me,fuck it,booze and me dont mix and feeling this pain dont help mangs
 
Well im not gonna peach.. but alcohol and other drugs.. won't make any of this better..
TheOak01 said:
man she is a good girl,we just had alot of issues that we couldnt handle,yet she does this shit to me,fuck it,booze and me dont mix and feeling this pain dont help mangs
 
I know but sober its even more painful,I just wish I could move away and not have to see this shit right in my face,then I would be ok
 
we are both trying to move on,but she always comes out on my 1 night of the week out and rubs it in,and fuck it hurts cuz all I wanna do is move on,even if Im alone I can handle that,but we didnt split cuz I dont love her or vice versa,its cuz there is a better chance of friends then a intimate relationship,but ya know hot it can hurt to see the shit I do weekly
 
TheOak01 said:
TheOak01 said:
man she is a good girl
she always comes and dances on guys right infront of me and rubs that shit right in
TheOak01 said:
we just had alot of issues that we couldnt handle,yet she does this shit to me
Why not walk away for good? You were doing fine till #2 got wierd and you went back to #1. She does it to fuck with you. Just walk....
TheOak01 said:
fuck it,booze and me dont mix and feeling this pain dont help mangs
Don't off your self over some skeezer. She's acting all scandalous in the club. Leave her to it. You said yourself she was whoring after the split.
This isn't a good girl. She's a steady piece of ass , so you wanna believe that...
 
Rob, I love you. Don't hurt yourself. Women are not worth it. Noone is. It is true that happiness can only be found within yourself. Took me many years to learn this. People will always let you down. It's human nature. Man, I can tell you so many stories. I was crushed over my first love, couldn't even function for nearly 5 years. Totally fucked me up. Noone could ever hurt me again like that, not even close, because I'm a different person that I was 20 years ago and so will you be. I have to go to bed now, but I'll be thinking about you. Just relax man. As hard as it is, the pain comes and goes. One day, it will go and not come back. Talk to ya soon.
 
gotta graduate then im far gone,probably joining the army to leave for a long time.

as for a #2,there never was one,after her ive been single and not interested
 
TheOak01 said:
as for a #2,there never was one,after her ive been single and not interested
The girl that would only cuddle for a long time. You said her last ex cheated on her and stuff
 
it's workout fuel, it's motivation to keep this from happening again, motivation for putting yourself first along with your happiness. trust me, you cannot go anywhere but up when you are down. this is going to make you stronger.
 
I havent saw the gym in 2 months man,I had a chest infection that made walking stairs a full workout,Im just easin back now
 
I know it must hurt...(well, I don't know. I'm barely human), but don't off yourself over some scandalous bitch.
You're not exactly trapped with no way out...it's a bitch.
Walk the fuck away. Stick to the fist till someone new comes
 
man I almost killed the guy she was dancing with tonight,all I could picture was me on top of him ground and pounding his ass until he died.

I know it seems stupid but 3 yrs is alot man,it hurts
 
TheOak01 said:
man I almost killed the guy she was dancing with tonight
He was a pawn that worked....look at you. She's playing your strings like a puppet.
...Infront of you, your only night out, making you jealious...
Estrogen is a mother fucker :whatever:
TheOak01 said:
all I could picture was me on top of him ground and pounding his ass until he died.
Not worth it...
TheOak01 said:
I know it seems stupid but 3 yrs is alot man,it hurts
Yes, it's gonna hurt till you cut her off...no going back to fuck her.
Cut the cord. If she comes to your place to show off her whoreness.....forget her, let her be a STD vehicle.
 
hard to see her as that man,for 3 years I loved her and nobody else,I swear if I dont leave town soon its over for me
 
TheOak01 said:
hard to see her as that man
Some scandalous ex from the club?
Broley, I'm reading your side of it...What you saw.
TheOak01 said:
,for 3 years I loved her and nobody else,I swear if I dont leave town soon its over for me
stop seeing her...for good. No make up fucks.

You broke it off, you were seeing somebody else...if I was a plat I'd be bumping your 20 threads bitching about this chick.
Shut your heart off. She can only hurt you cuz you let her. Gotta be stronger then that.
 
I know I gotta be man,shit didnt turn out,but I still love her,I think the only way to get over her is to stop seeing her period,but my friends are hers,and I dont wanna be alone cuz I wont she my friends cuz she is there
 
TheOak01 said:
I know I gotta be man,shit didnt turn out,but I still love her,I think the only way to get over her is to stop seeing her period,but my friends are hers,and I dont wanna be alone cuz I wont she my friends cuz she is there


go to the gym more, do more guys nights out!!!!
good luck, i know the feeling bro
 
TheOak01 said:
I know I gotta be man,shit didnt turn out,but I still love her,I think the only way to get over her is to stop seeing her period,but my friends are hers,and I dont wanna be alone cuz I wont she my friends cuz she is there
better then death...
make the split. You can still invite friends without her ass. If she's with them, go alone. You must have a couple loyal friends that with hang with just you..
 
the gym I cant wait to get at er hard again,thats my sancutary,but for a guys night out there is no such thing anymore as I bounce every weekend so I get thur to drink and she is there,she even fucking comes out fri to my work which is a cunt and makes me angry then a fucking bull who got kicked in the nuts.

I quit man,I got no more fight left
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
better then death...
make the split. You can still invite friends without her ass. If she's with them, go alone. You must have a couple loyal friends that with hang with just you..


my best friend is her cousin,the rest are cunts who play both sides and I dont call them friend anymore as they play both sides
 
TheOak01 said:
my best friend is her cousin,the rest are cunts who play both sides and I dont call them friend anymore as they play both sides
I understand its a web. You have social trouble and you value the friends you have.
But groups are never equal. Some are always closer to someone else.
Invite some friends, leave others out that may be a problem...
 
TheOak01 said:
the gym I cant wait to get at er hard again
Me neither. I shrunk like crazy since I lost the use pof my hands...
TheOak01 said:
thats my sancutary,but for a guys night out there is no such thing anymore as I bounce every weekend so I get thur to drink and she is there,she even fucking comes out fri to my work which is a cunt and makes me angry then a fucking bull who got kicked in the nuts.
Cuz she still wants you. If she didn't track you down to your job, you could have put things past her.
TheOak01 said:
I quit man,I got no more fight left
Shhhh!
 
TheOak01 said:
Ill live forget bout me orb
GOOD!
I didn't want to go to bed till I knew you'd be OK...
No killing yourself over bitches. You'll be OK. This is gonna pass, but only if you let it.
Cut her lose completely. She's pretty manipulative.
 
Ill do what I can man,Im still pretty fucked up over it,but I took my ammo away woke my pops up and gave him the key
 
TheOak01 said:
Ill do what I can man,Im still pretty fucked up over it,but I took my ammo away woke my pops up and gave him the key
Good to hear...
This'll pass. I know you've known her for a long time and I really can't comprehend the gravity of your situation.Sounds like a place I wouldn't want to be...and you don't either. It won't go away till you make her go away.
Turn your heart off for a while. Turn into me :D If you don't give her the time of day, she'll run out of steam to keep fucking with you like tonight.
 
I hope so man,I really do,I have no issue moving on,I just hate it being rubbed in my face considering the reasons we split
 
TheOak01 said:
I hope so man,I really do,I have no issue moving on,I just hate it being rubbed in my face considering the reasons we split
You have a heart and she used it against you...
You have no trouble moving on, she's knows this, so she uses her little bag o' tricks to suck you back in. Sex and head games.
You'll get over this. Not the time to pull out the gauge...this is fixable by all means. Your social life might take a hit, but you be alive..and hopefully happy :rose:
Goodnight, Oak....
 
girls who do that sort of shit arent worth knowing. she knows what shes doing to you, but does it anyway - get her banned from the club, dont see her again, block her cell number, and get on with new people. that sort of stuff will depress the hell out of you
 
ya man I can tell,I mean fuck I had my shotgun loaded and ready to rock tonight with me looking down the barrel,thats only ever happened once before and over much more serious shit I guess.

I just need to get away I guess,for a long time,I cant wait till I graduate ,Im joining the army as a cop and hope to get far away,maybe on a overseas assignment at a embassy or something
 
Dude...the general rule of thumb is that if a member of the bar staff doesn't want someone admitted for ANY reason, that person is banned. If you can't live without the job, then get her barred from coming in on the nights you work....simple as that. To hell with what she thinks about that too...you gotta look out for #1.
 
canadianhitman said:
Dude...the general rule of thumb is that if a member of the bar staff doesn't want someone admitted for ANY reason, that person is banned. If you can't live without the job, then get her barred from coming in on the nights you work....simple as that. To hell with what she thinks about that too...you gotta look out for #1.


Im know man,Im head of security,its easy,but then I gotta deal with all kinds of bullshit friend wise etc,it just isnt worth it
 
from the sound of things man, it will be worth it to make sure shes not in there while u are -- if your "friends" are gay about u lookin out for yourself and cant see what shes doing to u and arent there for u, then they arent friends -- dont let this girl do this to u man, 3 years is along time, trust me i know, but u have to take the advice, if she comes while u are there, kick her ass out, dont answer phone calls, just distance yourself man -- i dont know u that well, but there are a lot of people on here that do and obviously they care about ya -- like was stated earlier, look out for #1
 
Hope your having a nice day, Oak...and you feel better and have a clear head.
 
its not to bad man,I found some new house tunes,which is a plus,but good times will be short lived,tonight will suck,but thats life.

maybe Ill buy some weed and get ripped tonight
 
HumanTarget said:
it's workout fuel, it's motivation to keep this from happening again, motivation for putting yourself first along with your happiness. trust me, you cannot go anywhere but up when you are down. this is going to make you stronger.

Word. What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger, much fucking stronger. There was a time when I was a weak, young man and a woman could rip my world apart and did. Not a woman or person alive could do that to me now.
 
i think im going to hit the gym. i feel lazy so i can tell already i am going to have fun at the gym
 
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