Looking back on it alls I can say is wow and sit here and scratch my head wondering just how the hell everything happened...starting off I had the whole damn thing outlined nd with the exception of work, nothing has gone according to plan....basically this summer I learned a few things, first and foremost that trying to be someone that you are not only can leave you feeling pretty empty and stupid..lol hey at least Ive gotten a reality check and I have a much more open mind...before I had never really been out on a date now withing the course of 1 month Ive been out with quite few and made some pretty stupid mistakes along the way which of course is a learning experiance and its funny because I was so set on just dating and fooling around and avoiding evr getting close to someone in fear of getting hurt that I now all of a sudden find myself doing just that...wierd but I guess the saying of something like that will always find you when u least expect it or want it is def a true one...other thing that has really changed is the whole issue of friends as was pretty much seen in a few of my recent posts..Yea Ivce learned to not go around trusting just everyone and to damn sure be 100% because most friends or people who ou think are will just fuck you over, but when you do find a real one, to fucking treasure them and make sure they know they are important....lol Im ranting but hey anyone else have some sort of an eye opener of a summer and I know Im forgeting a lot but dammit I have allergies
Ohhhh heres a nother lil wierd tid bit, on4 of my married friends told me she's deveopling strong feelings for me but won't do anything about it and then asked me be ause her husband is sterile if Id ummm help because she wants a family...UMMMMM no thanks just thought that was another lil interesting thing to throw in
Ohhhh heres a nother lil wierd tid bit, on4 of my married friends told me she's deveopling strong feelings for me but won't do anything about it and then asked me be ause her husband is sterile if Id ummm help because she wants a family...UMMMMM no thanks just thought that was another lil interesting thing to throw in

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