that cycle is ridiculous in my personal opinion
also, what the hell are you talking about when you say "i got estrogen to end my cycle with?" are you talking about some product you have on hand that is called "estrogen" or something?
you better get yourself an AI or your really going to have estrogen after that ridiculous cycle.
whats your stats bro? if your scared of needles, you should look into some legal products that work. Beastdrol, Dieselbolan, Tren-tfo, 1-t tren, dermacrine are to just name a few. Do some research bro. Sounds like you need to educate yourself a little more before taking the plunge.