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i've been going thru some intense personal issues the last month or so involving job stress, relationship ups and downs, an irritating and exasperating house purchase, money issues involving said house purchase....don't want to expand on my personal drama here anymore than needed...TMI, lolol
this website, esp C&C, has been my refuge from the daily struggle with the Real World. i have always tried to take a sincere, deep interest in this site, the people here, the behind-the-secenes struggles and cross currents of elite world. perhaps too much of an interest? perhaps i took things personally that were not intended that way.
after the last round of moderator appointments i felt i had been personally betrayed and took my anger/disappointment/hurt feelings out here on good people here that i perhaps should not had.
perhaps i shudda just left it alone...
ah well.....cudda, shudda wudda!
once again, my german/russian temper got hold of my otherwise logical soul and made me look like less of the man i try to be on a daily basis.
traz, needto, stilleto (and others): please accept my apology for my crude sarcasm and mental spleen venting that i directed towards you, here in public, on karma messages or via PM'S. my anger towards ya'll was uncouth and uncalled for. my use of ya'll as a lightning rod for my frustrations was just plain old wrong and stupid.
see ya'll here if i don't get banned.
this website, esp C&C, has been my refuge from the daily struggle with the Real World. i have always tried to take a sincere, deep interest in this site, the people here, the behind-the-secenes struggles and cross currents of elite world. perhaps too much of an interest? perhaps i took things personally that were not intended that way.
after the last round of moderator appointments i felt i had been personally betrayed and took my anger/disappointment/hurt feelings out here on good people here that i perhaps should not had.
perhaps i shudda just left it alone...
ah well.....cudda, shudda wudda!
once again, my german/russian temper got hold of my otherwise logical soul and made me look like less of the man i try to be on a daily basis.
traz, needto, stilleto (and others): please accept my apology for my crude sarcasm and mental spleen venting that i directed towards you, here in public, on karma messages or via PM'S. my anger towards ya'll was uncouth and uncalled for. my use of ya'll as a lightning rod for my frustrations was just plain old wrong and stupid.
see ya'll here if i don't get banned.
