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Is it weird that Ive never even considered, contemplated, or fantasized about killing myself?? Why does it seem that having some sort of suicidal ideation at some point in life is becoming more and more the norm?

Anyone here NOT thought about suicide ever in their lives? Am I weird for never having considering it.


Also, I guarantee someone will respond to this thread with, "Kill yourself".
 
That is GOOD Smurfy, not weird. The world would be a lesser place without you. =-)
 
i have never thought about it, ever. not even as a teenager.
 
I mean, dont get me wrong, I've had my moments of feeling completely stressed out and upset and not sure what to do next or how to handle it (not good at emotions). Also, in so much as I hate dealing with difficult situations or challenges, I have envisioned myself driving off the road but not to kill myself, just maybe break a leg so I could get out of work or whatever life has thrown at me that I dont want to deal with at the time. I guess looking for a temporary break from everyday stressors. Yeah, a broken leg would be ok, maybe a short stay in the hospital where I wouldnt have to go to work, take care of the house, etc. LOL wow, maybe I AM crazy
 
Smurfy said:
(if that's even possible here)

Is it weird that Ive never even considered, contemplated, or fantasized about killing myself?? Why does it seem that having some sort of suicidal ideation at some point in life is becoming more and more the norm?

Anyone here NOT thought about suicide ever in their lives? Am I weird for never having considering it.


Also, I guarantee someone will respond to this thread with, "Kill yourself".
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Never, ever....so I guess I'm weird as well
 
HeatherRae said:
The world would be a lesser place without you. =-)
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Actually it is less of a place with her alive.....Have you seen how much room her ass takes up?
 
It's probably unhealthy in some way shape or form. I haven't gotten to that page in my Psych 101 book, but I'll let ya know when I do.

lol at people that just throw out "mentally stable"
 
Ok all jokes aside, I have thought only thought about killing myself ONLY in how I would do it. I never felt anywhere close to actually killing myself.

For the most part I constantly imagine me killing other people. I swear. I do it all the time. Someone is driving slowly in the passing lane I will sit there and imagine me slitting their throats and stomping their face in.

I am a sick bastard and probably needs help.
 
I have thought about it many, many times. I could not hurt friends and family that way, though. Plus, I'm a big coward when it comes to actually doing it.
 
alien amp pharm said:
Ok all jokes aside, I have thought only thought about killing myself ONLY in how I would do it. I never felt anywhere close to actually killing myself.

For the most part I constantly imagine me killing other people. I swear. I do it all the time. Someone is driving slowly in the passing lane I will sit there and imagine me slitting their throats and stomping their face in.

I am a sick bastard and probably needs help.
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eeekk.... i have done the exact same thing. :rainbow:
 
Suicide is for the weak. I have known over 1/2 dozen people who have killed themselves and I have zero respect for them and what they did to their friends and family. Life is never that bad. No matter how bad you think you have it somebody else has it worse.
 
BOWTECH said:
Suicide is for the weak. I have known over 1/2 dozen people who have killed themselves and I have zero respect for them and what they did to their friends and family. Life is never that bad. No matter how bad you think you have it somebody else has it worse.
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I'm sorry you have had so much loss related to suicide. My uncle shot himself in 2003, so I can relate to the feelings of anger. However, it doesnt make much sense to expect that someone who is at the point of killing themselves, to think logically. They are just not thinking rationally like you or I are right now. They are not in a state of mind to do so obviously. Im not making excuses, Im just saying. Of course it sucks for everyone they left behind. And of course if youre one grieving, you will be angry and think of that person as selfish for having done so. But you dont know what was going through their mind at the time they went through with the act. You just don't.
 
My grandfather killed himself. Most of my aunts on my father's side have attempted suicide. They just have a really sensitive, poetic side. You know the types. My father's side of the family is just very charismatic and troubled. People are intrigued by them because they are mysterious, but they get very down.
 
HeatherRae said:
My grandfather killed himself. Most of my aunts on my father's side have attempted suicide. They just have a really sensitive, poetic side. You know the types. My father's side of the family is just very charismatic and troubled. People are intrigued by them because they are mysterious, but they get very down.
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Depression can be hereditary. People have chemical imbalances. It runs in families.
 
I've thought about it but would never, ever do it.
 
i often think of suicide. really.

although i decided a long time ago that the way to do it was to roll the dice big time and go into a life of crime or vigilanteism that would either make you rich and famous (and hence, annihilate any problem you may have had) or just kill you anyway, which is what you wanted to do

either that or just kill yourself via sex tour in russia, which imo is also a pretty cool way to go
 
must be nice growing up with lots of coddling & positive reinforcement. you ever see brains before? i'm not talking about anatomy class, i'm talking about on your shirt. looks like bubble gum.
 
Biteme just wanted to say, I like you, but who gives a fuck? I come here to vent, but when I share info with people, they use it against me sometimes, because people suck. But, it's better than talking to the wall.
 
HumanTarget said:
must be nice growing up with lots of coddling & positive reinforcement. you ever see brains before? i'm not talking about anatomy class, i'm talking about on your shirt. looks like bubble gum.
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feels mushy too
 
HumanTarget said:
must be nice growing up with lots of coddling & positive reinforcement. you ever see brains before? i'm not talking about anatomy class, i'm talking about on your shirt. looks like bubble gum.
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Nope, I haven't.


I wonder if that somehow makes me less of a person?
 
There have been 2 really low points where I didn't care if I lived or died, but that doesn't mean that I contemplated suicide. I was just really down.
 
Smurfy said:
I'm sorry you have had so much loss related to suicide. My uncle shot himself in 2003, so I can relate to the feelings of anger. However, it doesnt make much sense to expect that someone who is at the point of killing themselves, to think logically. They are just not thinking rationally like you or I are right now. They are not in a state of mind to do so obviously. Im not making excuses, Im just saying. Of course it sucks for everyone they left behind. And of course if youre one grieving, you will be angry and think of that person as selfish for having done so. But you dont know what was going through their mind at the time they went through with the act. You just don't.
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Ive been in the same boat as you:(, with my uncle in 2003,I so agree. Anyone that would put a bullet in their head isnt thinking logically at ALL.
Because my real uncle would not have left his family to mourn him, nor would he have let his son find him the way he found him. Theres no way he was thinking logically
 
My brother found one of his friends, he put a shotgun to his head. He told me that he knew he had killed himself before he even walked into the house.
 
SoKlueles said:
Ive been in the same boat as you:(, with my uncle in 2003,I so agree. Anyone that would put a bullet in their head isnt thinking logically at ALL.
Because my real uncle would not have left his family to mourn him, nor would he have let his son find him the way he found him. Theres no way he was thinking logically
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I remember when you told the story about your uncle right around the time I told the story about my uncle.

:rose:
 
Smurfy said:
Is it weird that Ive never even considered, contemplated, or fantasized about killing myself??
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The fact that you started this thread suggests that the subject is at least on your mind.
 
when i was like 17-19 i had thing were i had a death wish... not that i didnt like life but "delusional paranoa to escape reality"


id stand on top of a building or ledge and want to jump to my death or put a gun against my head to just to feel it or ride my sport bike 140 mph plus .... the ledge thing and leaping to my death creeps me out today stilll when i am around a ledge i want to just just jump off
 
Longhorn85 said:
The fact that you started this thread suggests that the subject is at least on your mind.
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Because in everyday life I am coming across more and more (seemingly normal) people who have had or do have these thoughts, and I guess it seems strange to me.
 
In my profession I see reports from all across the Army of suicides. The rate in the military is about the same as the general population. Often times it is as the result of a broken heart, sometimes combined homicide/suicide.

Always sad, wasteful. Other ways to handle problems.
 
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