Cody14105 said:i dunno.....i just get so pissed off sometimes, that i just wanna juice and not care at all what happens to me now or in the future. that i'll deal with the future when it comes.. and send the money in the mail for juice and when i get it, and i won't not use it, since it's infront of my face. it pisses me off to see natural size and strength in people. even when they don't do SHIT, and i work my ass off, and dont' GET shit. i hate that
You bench 150lbs don't you? That's pretty impressive for your age. I know guys in there 20's who don't even come close to that.
And that Norandrol stuff or whatever it is, is a hormone. It is a steroid, but it's so weak that it's sold OTC. It's just as dangerous as Steroids but it doesn't give you 1/20 th of the results.
It's Trash. Also, stop wasting your money on HMB. It's not worth it. Get some glutamine instead and a GNC MULTI-VITAMIN.
I know what you go through because I was the same way, I kept looking at myself and I didn't like what I saw.
Pick up some books and start reading on BBing, routines, proper exercise forms...
This is the best thing you can do. If you'd like, I'd be willing to help you design a diet and Training routine, that's what I'm good at anyway...