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hi there! if you go to www.graphicmuscle.com when you click on jr. california on the right it'll show on the next page in the middle the 1st place winner. i do think it was close. the eating disorder ... daily struggle, definitely went overboard on the food for the week after the show, this...

You guys are awesome! :) Love the support :heart: Trapqueen :rose:

Hi everyone, my pix from 6.3.6: http://www.graphicmuscle.com/index.cfm?go2=contests_competitor&CompetitorID=10965 http://www.graphicmuscle.com/index.cfm?go2=comparisons&ContestYearID=685&DivisionName=Women i'm happy w/how i did but to be honest i'm now in that post-comp depression, my eating...

Hi everyone! Thanks for all your great support. I did the Jr. California on 6.3.6, placed 2nd out of 4 in unlimited women, and was the only one in collegiate-not the way i want to win a 1st, but it's still nice and i still worked for it!!! :) had an amazing time, it was just surreal. I felt...

Hello everyone, I posted before, "Hoping someone can relate..." about my struggles w/trying to get my start in bb competition while battling my eating disorder. It's still 2 steps forward 1 step back, but I can say that I am recovering, and have been able to successfully--not perfectly--diet...

thanks for the input, it helps to know what to expect b4/after comp, and it makes sense what you said about coming to terms w/your body when you compete, it's such a paradox bc right now i am getting fucked by my mentality, i am sabotaging myself, it's a big part of the disease, but at the same...

thank you for your help, i'm checking out that message board. i've gotten a lot of support here. i haven't fully accepted it but i'm going to have to put off competing for a while until i get this under control. it's hard bc the date of the show(s) i wanted to do are approaching and there's...

thanks for all your input. there are several shows back to back. originally i picked one in april, since i got off track i planned for one in early june but there are a few in july, aug and sept. so i've had that in my mind-like a backup plan. i know i can't be perfect and that's my continual...

my diet is 200 g protein/day, 150 g carbs on training days, no added fats, and 225 g pro/day, 100 g carbs on days off. --if i follow it perfect, which i did for almost 6 wks then slipped, and slipped again and again ... i get back on for a wk or more then fall off again. for the last two wks i...

undefined i'm new to the site, i'm female, 5'5" 150 bf 14% prepping for first comp, cardio 2x day weights 5x wk, 9 wks out from comp, my problem is i am bulimic and struggling badly. the dieting down is triggering me bad. i feel alone in this and am hoping there is someone who competes in bb...

undefined i am new, female 5'5" 150 bf 14% training-cardio 2x day, weights 5x wk, 9 wks out from 1st comp, i am bulimic and having a very hard time dieting down, i am in recovery from other addictions and trying to recover from the bulimia but having a terrible time, dieting is triggering it...

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i am new to this site, i am female, 5'5, 150, bf 14% dieting down to compete in my first show 9 wks out, training-cardio is now 2x/day, weights5x wk. i am hoping there is someone that competes that is in the same position as me-i am bulimic, working to recover, struggling, and being triggered...