for sure man im jogging nightly for about 10 min... nothing to make me go catabolic though. Of course im training 4x week right now as well down from my 6 while I was on cycle. No matter how shitty I feel Im going to keep these gains and it looks like I have kept some so far.
I took my shirt...
Also I wasnt using an AI with the HCG at the end of the cycle! I was very bloated so I went into the PCT with that... Maybe my estrogen is just insanely high right now because of that. My face is bloated as shit right now. Aromasin will be at my door tomorrow. Im hoping a week of that could...
Also I wasnt using an AI with the HCG at the end of the cycle! I was very bloated so I went into the PCT with that... Maybe my estrogen is just insanely high right now because of that. My face is bloated as shit right now. Aromasin will be at my door tomorrow. Im hoping a week of that could...
well all I can assume is my body is trying to find its equilibrium and its giving me some more depression sides since its already an underlying condition.
I just need to give my mind a break and realize im going to recover.
todays been rough so far mentally.
Serious drag at the gym but still not much strength loss just less intensity.
I go home tomorrow and see my therapist at night. Hopefully it gets better.
my face is bloated as hell... my estrogen has got to be high again. Aromasin should be here wednesday.
hopefully i wake up feeling even better I go home Wednesday.
pretty crazy how much better I feel today. I got hope guys! Ive actually decided im going to go back to school for a second degree and as well rescue a dog. Time to make changes.
wow it feels a lot better to tell someone what I did, and am going through. Even if it was on the phone.
Id like to think im pulling out of this already as today has been a pretty good day even if back day wasnt to intense.
I even just had the urge to rub one out.
ive got a support system in place. Like ive been saying. I even have a date lined up for the end of the week.
Today I feel a little better, but the workout was extremely hard to get through. Im going to tell my therapist about what I did today also.