While you wait and learn, buy gear. That way, when you are ready you'll have enough for a couple of cycles. Also, when you figure out that anti-estrogens (nolvadex, proviron) are an important part of a test or high androgen cycle, as well as clomid for post cycle and perhaps HCG, you will have plenty on hand. If you do stock up, don't be stupid and try a Captain Insano cycle on your first go. Good luck, and hang around!