I never really listened to people when I was younger and wanting to try steroids. At 16 I took a cycle of dbol only @ 30mg/day for 6 weeks, put on about 25lbs, lost 15 if it after pct. Next year I tried a test + dbol cycle, 500mg test/week for 10weeks and 40mg dbol for first 6 weeks. I gained a ton of muscle, felt like I was invincible. After that cycle, even with a proper pct nolvadex and clomid, I started to feel different. A few months after that cycle I went into a bad depression, felt like shit, still went to the gym but maybe once,twice a week. Its been 3 years since then, I've been working out natural for past year, depression is gone, but I just don't feel right. Turns out my even 3 years later my natural test level is at about 300ng/dl at only 20 years old, so when Im 30 it might drop to 200 or less (between 800-1200ng/dl is normal for an active male my age) The doctor says at that age of 14-18 is when all your hormonal changes occur and taking steroids during those times caused alot of hormonal imbalances and things never really went back to normal. Now at only 20 years old I might have to consider TRT (testosterone replacement therapy) which means because my own body can't make the required amount, I might have to go get a shot of synthetic testosterone once a week for the rest of my life. This is my own personal experience, it might be different for each person, but I jsut wanted to share this experience. I've tried alot of test supplements claiming they increase natural test but nothing seems to work. Still though if anyone has gone through a similar thing and have found a solution besides HRT please share. thanks