TrainerOfChampions, I am sorry that your father died from crack; but that is something you have to work through, not something that I have to appologize for.
We don't stop talking about or even making jokes about cars or cancer or any of the other things that happen to kill people every day, although those topics can be very sensitive to someone who has just lost a loved one, life goes on, and you have to deal with the grief in your own way.
I am sorry for your loss.
Sorry to post this publically, I would have sent a PM reply to you, but you aren't accepting them.