Which steroid is most likely causing my angst and edgyness?

[starskulker]

I am on week 5 of my test e, tren e, eq, and anavar cycle and it's really just starting to kick in hard now. (I was worried it might not be real or was underdosed..well it's real) What I am wondering is in the last week I have been experiencing real angst and edginess. I mean small things are setting me off inside. Is it the tren? I have never experienced this with test. As a matter of fact im in a better mood when I am on test usually. I'm 42 and a mellow guy so I know it's somthing in this cycle that's doing it. I need to know what so I can taper it down a bit.

 

[H_T_]

tren most likely. but it doesn't matter, you're aware of it and that's the biggest hurdle. try convincing an unknowing juicer that he's got a problem with rage.

 

[lifthard2005]

bro, i ran tren e and test and the tren was extremely powerful in terms of my mood...like nithing i ever exp before. i would think of something, it would snowball into full blown anger and it was only a thought, let alone something that happened (i.e. speeding ticket, fight with the old lady, etc)

i was running 800mg/wk test and 600mg/wk tren e

 

[starskulker]

Lifthard, This is EXACTLY what's happening to me. I was at a concert (snow patrol) just the other night and my girlfriend said ONE little thing to me before they got on stage and by the end of the show I was fuming mad just from the thought snowballing in my head. I don't even remember the show I was so steamed up inside. Later I thought back on it and thought to myself...what the fuck did I get so pissed off for on somthing so stupidly small? It's like your reactions are quicker then your logic.

 

[ryan04]

without a doubt the tren. that stuff turns me into a diff. person. The slightest thing will make my face turn purple and veins pop out of my forehead. I can control it and w/ tren it usually subsides within a few weeks, but man is it some wicked stuff. Stick in there, your mood will level out. Or you'll get used to being a pissed off m.f.er.

 

[nydj66]

Yep, it's the tren.

The results from tren are unreal but unfortunately, so are the sides.

 

[starskulker]

I hope it levels out pretty soon. I don't like feeling this way at all. Although I ain't stopping the tren.

 

[macrophage69alpha]

tren, possibly EQ

 

[macrophage69alpha]

EQ may cause anxiety because of binding to etiocholanolone sites (etiocholanolone is a gaba(a) modulator) differing activity at the site may be the cause of its anxiogenic effectis

 

[jagerbombme]

EQ fucked with my brothers head big time. not so much anger all the time, some times, but also so wrapped up in his woman if she looked in the direction of a male he was losing it in his mind thining she wanted to fuck other men and all kinds of shit.

EQ tren and test. good luck with that one hehe

 

[starskulker]

Yea....this is a pretty brutal cycle (emotionally wise) im discovering. I'm even having bad dreams about giant fuckin spiders shooting webs at me while buildings are falling down all around my ears. I run and run and run until I wake up in the morning completely exausted. This is alot of fun.

 

[jnevin]

bro, i ran tren e and test and the tren was extremely powerful in terms of my mood...like nithing i ever exp before. i would think of something, it would snowball into full blown anger and it was only a thought, let alone something that happened (i.e. speeding ticket, fight with the old lady, etc)

i was running 800mg/wk test and 600mg/wk tren e

Exactly the same that happened with me. I got so pissed at shit, just a thought, that it felt like I did a whip-it and all the blood rushed into my ears. Nothing even had to happen to get me there. Just a random thought.

 

[utahdiesel]

I'm going to go against the grain here and say what I've always said about this. It's in your head bro. I can only speak for myself of course, but I've done your stack and know exactly what you're talking about. However, it's still YOUR choice as to how you react to the shit that happens. Just be conscious about what's happening/why you're getting pissed... you can CHOOSE to be cool as a clam about it. My 2cents.

 

[medical]

I'm going to go against the grain here and say what I've always said about this. It's in your head bro. I can only speak for myself of course, but I've done your stack and know exactly what you're talking about. However, it's still YOUR choice as to how you react to the shit that happens. Just be conscious about what's happening/why you're getting pissed... you can CHOOSE to be cool as a clam about it. My 2cents.

When your hormones take over you have zero ability to react normaly. True "roid rage" is completely uncontrollable because it seems to be the most logical and rational of reactions to stimuli. That is the definition of roid rage: Anger that seems completely justified to the rager while everyone around him see's a better choice.

 

[enacer420nj]

Its the tren....I think tren and deca do that to people. My first cycle was deca 300/wk and i would blow up like an asshole over the stupidest shit, felt like I was going through puberty again also I dont know if my estrogen was bumped up or what but i was crazy obsessed with my girl i used to have bad anxiety and thoughts of her fucking around on me. My second cycle was deca/test E Ill admit when the test kicked in I was an asshole but at least i was in control of myself and not feeling depressed.

 

[utahdiesel]

When your hormones take over you have zero ability to react normaly. True "roid rage" is completely uncontrollable because it seems to be the most logical and rational of reactions to stimuli. That is the definition of roid rage: Anger that seems completely justified to the rager while everyone around him see's a better choice.

Have you ever used steroids bro? If you have, and this happens to you, you should never take them again, period. Like I said, I've done that stack and had the "hormones take over" and still been in complete control. There is no "definition" of "roid rage" (I fucking hate that term)... that's just nonsense. Seriously bro, don't you ever take steroids again if this is what happens to you if you do... you owe it to society to stay away from all aas. But don't talk like what you're saying is fact and applies to everyone, because it's not and it doesn't.

You must work in journalism, eh?

 

[cityhick]

Thanks for the info. I have wanted to run tren for awhile now. But I am in sales and deal with 100s of people a month. And let me tell you more then 1 are complete assholes. And I am worried I would do something to loose my job, I have a shorter temper to begin with. While I am on just a 500mgs a week test cycle I can get all pissed over something. But after I realize it I just try to laugh but still damage is sometimes already done. I was thinking valium might help.