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Finaject2001
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Ok, the biggest reason I've never done a cycle, besides timing, finances and other less important reasons, was that I didnt want to do them haphazardly. I wanted everything to be perfect. Medical supervision, calculated low side cycles, optimal training, rest and nutrition, and recovery course. Needless to say, I could never put it together, so I never juiced. The good news is that Ive managed to stick with the natural training for a long time, and Im way ahead of my old gym buddies who once juiced, but have gone to shit lately. So, no regrets right? Well, I did get tempted once, in the summer of 1993. Some friends of mine who had never lifted in their whole life, started juicin and working out. They wouldnt listen to me about anything, they thought they had discovered a miracle, and listened to their sources advice. Well, they did blow up. Nothing special, a lot of bloat, but for never having lifted before-they got huge. How did I get sucked in? Call it a moment of weakness, call it desperation it was stupid and I know it. I got a 50ml bottle for around 200$, some pokes, and instructions to shoot 2 or 3 ccs (dont remember) into my delts twice a week. I wasnt talking to the guy directly, and it seemed strange that I had to go in the delts, but I didnt know any better, so I listened. I did about five shots in two and a half weeks (quit after that). Right away, my left delt swelled up to twice its size. I did the second on the other side, and alternated till my last shot. My right delt swelled too, but not as bad as the left. The label said DecaDurabolin, and the stuff was golden yellow. I have now realized that it couldnt have been Deca, because my gains started almost immediately. My abs started showing through my (somewhat fat) gut, I started inclining what I could flat bench before, I could almost do a handstand pushup after two weeks. I was getting ripped and stronger by the minute (or so it seemed)It was summertime, off school and no job-I was active all the time, lifting everyday and going to the beach all the time. But mentally, I was freaking out. I thought my hair was falling out. I thought I saw a massive bald spot forming. At a party, I had two beers, and I felt such raw aggression I had to leave. Some little teen local kids were trying to crash the keg, nothing threatening but I wanted to tear them to shreds! Anyhow, I had enough and I gave the bottle back. Didnt get a refund, but I was so freaked mentally that I just wanted the shit gone. The thing is, I dont know if my nuts stopped working, they didnt shrink. But the stuff was strong and fast, and I have no idea what it was. Could it have been Fina back in 1993? Or some kind of fast ester test?
