When is this going to end?

[Spyder550]

I recently completed a 7 week cycle consisting of 600mg test enanthate and 500mg eq. From week 3-7 i ran winstrol at 50mg ed. Now, it has been 5 weeks since my last shot. I started clomid 3 weeks after the last shot and still am on it, and Ive been SEVERLY depressed and very low on energy. By severly, I mean last week the entire week I was having suicidal thoughts, and as for the rest of the time I have been very restless, unsocial, and very easily irritated. Ive been snapping at people left and right and I cannot control it.
Depression runs in my family and I am somewhat prone to it, but Ive never experienced anything to this degree. Also, if this is relevant, Ive had a constant headache since starting the clomid.. My mind feels very clouded and it wakes me from my sleep some nights and i cant go back to sleep. Now, I know I made this a bit too long, but this is the most motivation Ive had to do anything in the past few weeks...
My question is, for those of you who have gone through this, how long is this going to last? Thanks for any input, its greatly appreciated

 

[ironbarbarian]

Clomid makes me very depressed too. I am also prone to depression and it only gets worse off cycle. Just hang in there, once you stop the clomid you will feel much better. And dont go doing some stupid shit man(like killing yourself) that is not necessary and nobody wants you dead. Just keep working out no matter how much you lack the intensity and try to eat as much as you can. I know its hard but this life style aint easy. Good luck

IB

 

[PBR]

Coming to an end

Heavy withdrawls man, it can take awhile to get your system back to normal- Ive just read here it can take 6 mon. I just went thru same ordeal- not as depressed as you explained ,but all of the other stuff. There are questions that need to be asked to be able to give a better response. Did your cycle stop abruptly? did you taper down? How much clo are you using? are you on any psycotropic meds? you need to bump this-I ve got to go- if you answer these maybe some one can help

 

[Spyder550]

Yes, my cycle did stop abruptly. I didnt taper off the last few weeks, and i used 200mg clomid the first day then 100mg the first week then 50mg the second week. Today, I didnt take the clomid, and I already feel better. I know this is not a psychological thing because I dramatically feel different. Also, I started taking St Johns Wort 4 days ago which works wonders for my mood and attitude about life. Im not on any psychotropic meds but do use painkillers from time to time for my bad back, as well as a valium or xanax certain nights to go to sleep due to insomnia. Also that headache Ive had went away, so i guess the clomid was causing that... Thanks for your help

 

[genarr3]

Personally I think a lot of normal post cycle stuff gets blamed on Clomid, when in reality it just so happens these things manifest themselves right about the time you start Clomid therapy.
You should probably get yourself some anti-depressant medication if you're having suicidal thoughts.

Maybe next time use Nolvadex post cycle instead of Clomid, I understand Nolvadex can be used in place of Clomid for this purpose.