Well well well...

[Drunken_Weasel]

Life goes on I guess.. more money to pump into my body for weight loss... and for bulking once im to my goal.. More mind energy towards getting to my goals.. I guess this is for the better..

 

[Manu]

You are with some positivity...very nice.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

If only I could rid my mind of this shit .. i would be perfect right now..

 

[Manu]

If only I could rid my mind of this shit .. i would be perfect right now..

What shit?

 

[casavant]

What the hell happened with your chickie, anyway? I looked over the first two pages and didn't find anything you posted about what happened, just that you were feeling better or that ECA was fucking with you and stuff like that.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

What the hell happened with your chickie, anyway? I looked over the first two pages and didn't find anything you posted about what happened, just that you were feeling better or that ECA was fucking with you and stuff like that.

The eca isnt what bothered me though.. in that post it was the ECA mixed with the news..
As ive always told those close to me, such as friends.. I knew I wasn't good enough for her, I know I am not good enough for anyone.. I kid myself when I try to be positive, and then it kicks me down and stabs me in the fucking back. People tell me to be positive, but positive sucks.

 

[flex123]

relax guy. Its not health telling yourself your useless to anyone.

Cas will always be there to embrace you in his manly way.

 

[casavant]

I knew I wasn't good enough for her, I know I am not good enough for anyone.. I kid myself when I try to be positive, and then it kicks me down and stabs me in the fucking back. People tell me to be positive, but positive sucks.

I knew what you were talking about with the ECA.

Other than that, it sounds like you need a swift kick in the ass. "I am not good enough for anyone"...I want to vomit, man.

Get pissed and then channel that anger into kicking your diet and exercise into high gear. Don't let yourself slip into the victim mentality.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

I knew what you were talking about with the ECA.

Other than that, it sounds like you need a swift kick in the ass. "I am not good enough for anyone"...I want to vomit, man.

Get pissed and then channel that anger into kicking your diet and exercise into high gear. Don't let yourself slip into the victim mentality.

The mental attitude im getting from it is kicking me into high gear as far as training/weight loss.. but not for anger .. but for hatred against myself even more.. all the more reason to change myself.

 

[casavant]

The mental attitude im getting from it is kicking me into high gear as far as training/weight loss.. but not for anger .. but for hatred against myself even more.. all the more reason to change myself.

That works. As long as you hate something.

 

[knight69]

go to church find God. Ask God what to do. and then do what the hell he says. he is your only friend not the dumbfucks here.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

go to church find God. Ask God what to do. and then do what the hell he says. he is your only friend not the dumbfucks here.

Thats funny shit.. God died in me long ago.. If he is there, he doesnt give a FUCK about my ass.. because he never listened before.. So fuck it.. there IS NO GOD in my mind.

 

[Nathan]

go to church find God. Ask God what to do. and then do what the hell he says. he is your only friend not the dumbfucks here.

Please refrain from calling me a dumbfuck. Thank you.

 

[knight69]

nathan i love you, but yes WE ALL ARE DUMB FUCKS. Why else are we on this board instead of hitting the books and learning how to be rocket scientists.

 

[jesus 2]

nathan i love you, but yes WE ALL ARE DUMB FUCKS. Why else are we on this board instead of hitting the books and learning how to be rocket scientists.

ahem.

because it's not fun. i know by personal experience.

 

[Bullit]

Drunken_Weasel -
There are 2 ways to look at it:
1. u got dumped and that sux and u are worse off for it, or
2. u got to squeeze some boobies for a couple months and are better off for it

I, personally, would rather have squeezed some boobies then been dumped than to have never squeezed them at all. If you ask me you are ahead of where you woulda been if you hadn't had a chick for those months.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

Drunken_Weasel -
There are 2 ways to look at it:
1. u got dumped and that sux and u are worse off for it, or
2. u got to squeeze some boobies for a couple months and are better off for it

I, personally, would rather have squeezed some boobies then been dumped than to have never squeezed them at all. If you ask me you are ahead of where you woulda been if you hadn't had a chick for those months.

Well... I'm going to have to go with option 1.. becase 2 never happened... I suck.

 

[Bullit]

Well... I'm going to have to go with option 1.. becase 2 never happened... I suck.

hmmm... actually it sounds like you don't.
Woe is you.