revexrevex said:
Bro same shit with me..... I felt so fucking down as the day came to an end... just came home.... walked around and drank all day.... fucking stupid night for some fucking reason..... and why the fuck do I always notice when it is 3:33 am.. I dont know
I had some alcohol today, first time in months, and damn I am depressed.
Went to some club with this dude. He said it was gonna be a bar to hang out with some of his friends, we end up going to a club.
I'm not much of a dancer, so I was just standing there. After like 10mins and a couple shots of tequilla I left the place. Worse money I've spent.
Then, I wanna drive back home, but shit I really don't wanna take a risk and do it while I had a couple shots. Worse thing is, I hadn't ate in a long time and it started hitting me. Usually I need something like 8-10shots to start feeling it, this time I got it with 3. Then I had to wait like 2hours so the alcohol wears off.
Then I'm sitting there and these 3girls are walking by and one of them losses a shoe or something. She is like can u carry me. I put her on my shoulder and take her to their car or whatever, and the whole time she keeps asking me "am i too heavy? be honest, am I too heavy?" All I can think is, please shut the fuck up. At the time I'm so fucking depressed to even know why the fuck I am carring some stupid girl on my shoulder, and I just start thinking about my girl.
Then I just start talking to my gf on the phone, and she was so tired and wanted to go to bed. It's fucked up, cause if she was in the same situation I would never go to bed. It's like i'll do everything for her, but she can't talk to me for a bit just cause she is tired. Boo fucking hoo.
This time, I don't even know where the guys are that I went to the bar/club with. I keep sitting there for the alcohol to wear off. After a while, I just get in my car and drive back.
YAY, what a day!
The only thing that made me go on was that there is this unfortunate fool named Bullit, and that I will never reach to his level. I swear, he was the only thing that made me wanna go on.
-sk