figurechamp
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Started a new thread coz I figure it's not exactly about the same thing as my "here we go" thread and others might benefit from some answers to these questions...
I realize that right after my show, I'm gonna eat. And I'm probably gonna eat pretty big, at least compared to how I eat now. And since the day after is my birthday, you can bet your sweet ass that I'm gonna hog down some delicious double chocolate birthday cake (the order has already been placed at he bakery. Lol!). I don't intend to make myself sick, but I am gonna eat! I. Cannot. Wait.
But then a couple days later, how do I eat? I'm afraid I'm gonna have a food complex coz I like the body I see in the mirror right now, at four weeks out. I mean- I really, really like it. This is how I always dreamed of looking but never had the balls- or discipline- to do. So I'm afraid of blowing up. I know that it's not healthy to maintain such low body fat percentages year round, but how do I maintain a killer bod without killing myself and totally depriving myself of everything?
So now, in addition to stressing out about these final weeks of prep, I'm now freaking out over what's gonna happen when it's over. How will I keep from hating my post contest body?
This might have been a bad idea to do this competition.
I fear the psychological impact it might end up having on me. Sigh. Oh well. Too late now!! Hahaha!!!
I realize that right after my show, I'm gonna eat. And I'm probably gonna eat pretty big, at least compared to how I eat now. And since the day after is my birthday, you can bet your sweet ass that I'm gonna hog down some delicious double chocolate birthday cake (the order has already been placed at he bakery. Lol!). I don't intend to make myself sick, but I am gonna eat! I. Cannot. Wait.
But then a couple days later, how do I eat? I'm afraid I'm gonna have a food complex coz I like the body I see in the mirror right now, at four weeks out. I mean- I really, really like it. This is how I always dreamed of looking but never had the balls- or discipline- to do. So I'm afraid of blowing up. I know that it's not healthy to maintain such low body fat percentages year round, but how do I maintain a killer bod without killing myself and totally depriving myself of everything?
So now, in addition to stressing out about these final weeks of prep, I'm now freaking out over what's gonna happen when it's over. How will I keep from hating my post contest body?
This might have been a bad idea to do this competition.
