bro i couldn't get past that weight at a taller height no matter how much i ate, then i took gear and that changed, deca allowed me to use the protein i was eating. just make sure you have control of your emotions, thats really not even funny to joke about. like was mentioned you get the most you can out of a cycle and then take time off and that makes it all the better when you can hit it again. you can't have highs in life without lows, if you were getting a blowjob 24/7 it wouldn't be such a great thing anymore. you understand. if you wanna use gear use it like a man and understand that you have to be mentally strong and not let the supposed roid rage to come out. don't dissapoint us and become another statistic they can use to make roids look like heroin