I was sat at my desk today, the same as any other day, but today I realised that none of the people I work with have absolutely anything in common with me.
Much of these people are/were my friends since I moved here not too long ago, and now I feel that I have evolved beyond them all and it is a very cold isolated feeling.
I feel like I am going nowhere right now, in bodybuilding I am making good constant but steady gains, my job is ticking over nicely - not much hassle, going on some good courses soon. I was/am saving for a house. I am still single which is not good.
But I am not satisfied, I feel I am slipping into conformity and comfort zone living, something which I thought I was never designed to do, I need a new challenge, but I dont want it to interrupt in my diet and bodybuilding as now that is a very important part of my life, I know no-one with my lifestyle.
But the people I know/knew; I feel like they are falling behind me, they are still interested in the same destructive life style I left behind, they criticise me for being so strict, but I could never go back now, I just suddenly feel extremely isolated in what I do, but it makes me happy to do it. Its like a double edged sword.
Any ideas?!?!?!?!? Does anyoen else ever feel like this? What do you do?
Much of these people are/were my friends since I moved here not too long ago, and now I feel that I have evolved beyond them all and it is a very cold isolated feeling.
I feel like I am going nowhere right now, in bodybuilding I am making good constant but steady gains, my job is ticking over nicely - not much hassle, going on some good courses soon. I was/am saving for a house. I am still single which is not good.
But I am not satisfied, I feel I am slipping into conformity and comfort zone living, something which I thought I was never designed to do, I need a new challenge, but I dont want it to interrupt in my diet and bodybuilding as now that is a very important part of my life, I know no-one with my lifestyle.
But the people I know/knew; I feel like they are falling behind me, they are still interested in the same destructive life style I left behind, they criticise me for being so strict, but I could never go back now, I just suddenly feel extremely isolated in what I do, but it makes me happy to do it. Its like a double edged sword.
Any ideas?!?!?!?!? Does anyoen else ever feel like this? What do you do?