frustrated
you know, it really should'nt be so risky or difficult for me to find some god damn steroids! i can walk down the street and find any number of mind altering, body destroying, narcotics, cheap as hell, but when you want something that will help improve yourself you have to send money to some unknown person on the internet and hope to hell that you don't get burned... who can you trust?? how the hell can you get this shit?!! maybe i am to anxious to get it and should just give up and hope that some day at the gym i will run across someone who would like to share the fact that they deal in illegal drugs ,with me, a perfect stranger....yeah that might happen.. you know, i only live 5 hours from the T.J border(mexico) but once you are there can you just walk into a damn pharmacy and buy the shit or what?? and there are risk to that to ...ever been to T.J when it's not the tourist season? i guess you just gotta take the risk, huh?