Need some guidance, plz and ty!

[twofiftysixsix]

Hello, first and foremost thanks for takin the time to read this. Here's my dilemma; I have been on and off aas since 18 I have been weight training since 14. I am now 22. It has been over a year now that I have been off test. Ever since I have stoped the sauce I have fallin into a serious depression and anxiety/stress phase for more than 7 months now. I am on persciption meds for my phase. My passion is bodybuilding. But ever since I have been clean I have no drive, no passion and a wuss. I want to go back on test e again, thinking it will give me back my life almost, u know what I mean? What do u guys think? I am at a cross road. Any help would be much appreciated. Ty!

 

[DieselGunz]

did u do proper PCT have u had your levels checked out?


going back on is not the answer IMO.

 

[chefbone]

Have you had blood work done? Get your Test levels checked because you may have damaged yourself

 

[twofiftysixsix]

Everything checked out normal KNOCK ON WOOD. I have everything checked maybe 8 times in a year. Due to the anxiety and depression to make sure I didn't fuck myself up. I feel like a wuss, wich prolly caused me to get everything checked over and over. I was never like this b4.

 

[wootoom]

anavar is good shit. gets ur strength back up. mild for getting back into it

 

[rick_hfh]

Depression suks ass bro, I feel for you. You can just feel something isn't right. When I am depressed I don't feel like lifting at all and it is my passion also. What perscription are you taking? If it is not working get another one, there are plenty that have helped me. I went through 3 till I found one that worked without headache and felling numb to life.

 

[cat_fish]

Dude your young you still have at least another 25 years to do AS, if I were you I'd get the anxiety and depression taken care of first.

Good luck

C_F

 

[twofiftysixsix]

the med is called celaxin, it good and all but I have only been like this ever since the test e left my system. I used to feel amazing all the time when i was @280lbs with 11% bf, now I feel inferior and weak. I dont even feel like lifting I have to watch pumping iron maybe twice to get me in the weight room. Thanks to everybody for ur imput, I really do appreciate it. I hope I make the right decision.

 

[mikefear]

It might have just been the psychological effects of being 'on.' Perhaps you feel that the passion is there only if you're using aas? Just remember all those natural guys out there and lift to lift!

 

[tiggerizme]

It's all mental. Keep your diet good and clean. Make sure you are consuming the right amount of fats. If I cut fats from my diet I start to feel the same way.

 

[twofiftysixsix]

thats weird that u said that tigger, cuz whenever I just go nutz and eat everything in sight I am not deppressed and want to train more. But when I try to keep my bf low I feel like shit and weak.