Mental addiction to AAS?

[Bobber]

I am back up at school right now and since school is about to start back up on Wednesday the parties have been numerous and full of fine ass women. I have been off cycle for about 3 months now and I have some really bad confidence problems right now. The weird thing is is that I have NEVER had these types of problems. Eventhough I can feel girls looking at me and stuff like that I am really hesitant to talk to them. When on cycle I would get compliments left and right, get groped, asked to flex, etc. and now all these perks have really slowed down and I think its taking a toll on my self esteem. I mean I still get compliments and stuff but knowing where I have gotten to and what I am capable of I don't feel "worthy" to spit my game at the ladies in the shape I am in. It's like if I am not on top of my game I don't allow myself to be outgoing. My non-lifting friends keep telling me to just chill out and that I don't need to juice anymore because I am beginning to think I always have to be in tip top shape or else. Does this ever happen to yall? I am supposed to start my next cycl today, what do yall think?

 

[Japanese machine]

That doesnt sound good bro, im usually the other way around; feeling more sociable and friendly towards girls after a cycle. Might i suggest before starting you cycle, go to the docs and get your hormones checked; ALL of them. This may be due to an imbalance.

Good luck bro, it just aint normal to feel this way, especially when you look the way you do

take care big man.

 

[Greek Freak]

Yea, AAS can mess with your blood levels quite a bit...especially if your not using clomid or HCG. People get mentally addicted to all sorts of things including anabolics, but its more likely it has to do with your self image or something also...which almost everyone seems to have problems with.

 

[aNuBiS]

Me too

Yeah dood, I get the same way on days off, or days Ive missed. Its all mental. Especially If I havent eaten enough or something like that. You just gotta tell yourself that you know youre the shit and play with your own mind. I also suffer from Adonis Complex, its crazy, no matter how good I do, I dont see it. Im not so bad now, but before It was terrible. Peace.

 

[LOWE254]

I tell you that I quit working out for months because I had no juice. It has a strong mental hold on me, I feel that if I don't have juice, there is no reason to workout and that is not good. It's like you work out for no reason, you see no gains, your just waiting for another cycle. But, now I just keep the cycles up and only take a break like 4 weeks max before starting again. Yes, AAS can be and mostly is a mental addiction.

 

[rperry]

addicicting fo sur. i started off my senior year taking a cycle to boost up my weight training efforts, now six cycles later........you get the point.


as for the mental addiction i feel skinny when im not jacked thats proably why im extending my cycle for 20 weeks this time. i love the way if makes me feel, i fill out my shirts better and i also get asked to flex and let me tell ya being a juice ball in college has its benifits, like when i walk into the pool area at my college appts and all eyes are on me cause im the best looking motherfucler out there, it sounds dumb but i always want to volunteer to carry the beer cases to the pool cause it makes my guns look like pythons to make matters better! i know how ya feel bro, just be mean to the girls and look as good as you can and they will all fall at your feet, others will laugh at what i just said but it works!

 

[Dr.M]

You have to workout for yourself man. I actually am bothered when people stare at me, and at my size 6'2" 231 it doesn't happen all that often, its only just becoming obvious that I workout, so I must not be as muscle bound as you

Its nice to have the women notice you once in awhile, but it can get excessive, mostly its the guys that bug me though.

I know what you mean about the mental thing though, after my first cycle I could not wait until my second one, looked into what to bridge with yada yada, until I could finally calm myself down, and decided not to bridge with anything (let myself full recoup). Like anything else, have to do your best to control it, so that it doesn't control you.