Mad Dog Eats Fish

[GaryWary]

I am in my new house.. finally settled down... I thought I didn't need this board anymore.. but I feel compelled to visit.

My cycle is extended.. and I am substituting the sustanon for enanthate from next week because I have had flu ever since I started using sust... I have gained 26lbs in total, which is what I had gained 3 weeks ago.. because of lack of energy, I haven't gained anything since then, despite 250mg sust per 5 days and dbol...

I am switching to enanthate. No more orals. My liver has processed 200 dbols - that is enough I think...

I have gained all back that I had before plus a bit more.. in the last 4 weeks of my cycle - I plan to gain a bit more.. 500mg enanthate per 7 days. 1500iu hcg per week for that 4 weeks.. then 3000iu hcg 2 weeks after last enanthate.. then 5 weeks clomid - big dose first then taper down till on half a clomid in last week...

Not scientific.. but should do the trick.

Thnaks to the board for helping me do this safely.

Must admit though, that I am getting a bit scared now.. recovery and all that...

The most annoying side of all is the ball shrinkage and lack of feeling in the balls.. I like ball play with my girlfriend when 'clean', but whilst on the gear I have had no interest in balls beinmg squeezed at all...

Ho hum.

I am going to read some of your posts.

PS: I was right about the inositol.

 

[decem]

are you using any anti-e's?

have any sides yet?

 

[GaryWary]

1 proviron every day.

I have spotty back and shoulders.. little zits.. not big zits.. I am horny as fuck still... Balls have lost 1/3 of their size.. lost a few strands of hair - but NOT baldness..

Some panic.. which is the worst side of all.. in retrospect if you have bad anxiety you shouldn't do steroids.. but I will do another cycle..

I am terrified of what I will feel like when I come off...

 

[GaryWary]

Hey Gary ... When I read the post title I thought you were talking about me ! LOL

I'm about to start a similar cycle (except I plan to use liquidex throughout). At what point in the cycle did you first notice your balls shrinking ?

Apparently I was a strange case... 3 days in and my sperm was no longer white but clear.. 3 weeks in and my balls lost size and felt numb... they are not like riasins... but I have noticed they are 1/3 less than normal.. I swear my g/f knows - even though I haven't told her.... she keeps saying things like 'what are you taking with those vits?' I tell her not to worry her pretty little head about it.. then she hits me. Women!