I don't intend to deflate your balloon buddy, but like I already told you on another thread - you're not ready yet. You CAN NOT and SHOULD NOT take any steroids without doing a hell of a lot more research than learning a few names of drugs and what they do. Remember that in many cases, steroids are illegal. It is perfectly fine for you to seek medical advice though and obtain a prescription from a place that specializes in testosterone and GH therapy (many businesses on the web do this - but it's extremely expensive). You will have to get blood work done before you can get a prescription though. Take it easy, and read. Don't rush into something that could potentially harm you bud. Also, please remember to not openly ask for sources on the Elite board - that is not allowed. This is simply a public discussion forum for educational and entertainment purposes. Just being a friend.