Yeah I'm feeling the same way, came off a small over the counter steroid cycle and went to hcgenerate for the last month and I think it actually works better than the stuff I was using. I was afraid of losing size and strength, used nolva and hcgenerate as my pct and gained more post cycle than on. Believe it or not, I've actually put on 15 pounds in my "post cycle" month, only gained about 8 during. I'm sad that I got to go clean from it all for a while til my next "real" cycle. I almost wonder if hcgenerate by itself would be an ideal cycle.