It seems no matter how much progress I make, it makes no diffrence. I was ridiculed when I was 280 pounds. I was ridiculed at 245, and now at 215... I am ridiculed when I say I don't want to party because I want to reach certain goals by a certain time. Im then ridiculed for then partying like they begged me to. It seems that it doesnt matter where I stand, I'm always being judged, and pushed... I can't keep my head up, because its being pushed down, by myself and others...
my avatar has changed to my current state of mind...