Man alive, you need to stop yourself from posting this shit. You have to hang around the boards for a while, contribute regularly and make friends. That is how you will find your sources. You're making an easy target of yourself and I'm having a lot of trouble right now not making fun of you. It's really hard and I don't appreciate the added stress in my life. Maybe you should go forceibly insert a sharp metallic object into your anus. Dammit.