i'm 5'10 " and 175 lbs, about 12% bf. my first cycle ever. Have 200 5mg denkall anavar. what next? how much how long, what for post cycle? I want to start slow, and see what happens.
First, how old are you and how long have you been training? Second, that is not very much anavar for a cycle, even a first cycle. Two of the following; test, deca, dbol would be better choice for a first cycle.
Since you have the anavar. I would suggest one of these stacks:
20mg anavar for seven weeks
400mg test enathate a week for 10 weeks.
or
20mg anavar for seven weeks
300mgs deca for 10 weeks.
I don't see much happening on 20 mgs of anavar alone. It's only 140mgs a week. But, it may work for you. In the end, you will be the one to decide. I think your best option is the test an var.
Steroids don't typically change your mood. As they say, if you're an asshole to start with, you'll just be a bigger asshole on gear. I think that about sums it up.