Poor bastard is jonesin'. That shit robbed me of 5 yrs of my life and only God knows how much $crill. Best thing that ever happened to me was my dealer leaving town for 2 wks unexpectedly-leaving me to quit cold turkey. Kicking was absolute Hell. I was sick for 3 days and couldn't shit or sleep. After that I felt better-but couldn't sleep more than 1-2 hrs/night for a month. It's been almost 1.5 yrs since I quit and I still miss taking it-especially before training. But I don't miss it enough to dance with the devil again.