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So here is one that I am writing to her, but sending it to myself, and hoping she never has to read it.
By this time she has decided that her feelings for me are not true, that they were all just a reaction to seeing me again, to hearing me happy, something she hadn't thought I had done for some time due to her actions. That although talking to each other is wonderful, amazing, and enjoyable; it is still not enough for her to be able to love me again. There is something unexplainably missing, missing in her, love for me is missing from her heart.
I've thought to myself a lot over these days. Why? Why this girl? Why George do you bother, you can date others, you know you have the capacity to love, and someone WILL come along who will make you feel as if you've never felt before. Why do I still continue invest time and emotion into Suzette? What is it about her that is so special, what makes he different from the other women who I have had no desire to be with once I had stopped dating them?
The big difference is that she broke up with me, I've rarely been broken up with, certainly not from a relationship like this one. One other girl has, that is it. Of course I wanted to have a some sort of say in the direction of the relationship. but by being dumped I was stripped of that power. Now I feel like I somehow have some of that power back. But why do I care? Do I really care about having a say? It ended. You didn't right about it for whatever reasons. That alone should be enough to make me want to move on. After all, what fun is loving someone who does not love you back? I can't think of a more unsatisfying feeling in the world.
So why do I ay this girl? Why am I still bothering. Why?
I can put this one simply. There are a million and one reasons why anybody would want to be with this girl She is unique in so many ways, but all are exceptional. She is what any guy would consider a cool chick. But throw in a great brain and some awesome looks, and you get more then just a cool chick.
What is unique about her, and us, and what I feel that she'll look for, but never truly find in the same way, is our ability to have a no bullshit talk about anything and any time. It doesn't matter what the topic, where we are, who we are with, or what we are doing, we could talk about anything, and for hours. This is the type of girl that you don't want to let fall asleep at night because you just want to keep talking and talking and talking to her. When you can communicate with someone on that level, it just makes everything in the relationship and life in general just seem grand. Its a great feeling, something that many people never even get, ever. People marry people they can never actually really talk to or be themselves with. With Suzette, you were yourself 100% of the time and she was herself 100% of the time. No drama, no bullshit, no games.
Not only was I attracted to her face, her body, her looks.. but I was attracted to her mind. To really what was in her head, what really made her who she was. The way she thought, the way she expressed her thoughts, it was all just so easy to fall in love with.
She's a one of a kind in my mind. I am sure there are other men who have the capacity to satisfy her on many different levels. I am sure there is someone who might even be able to do a little better job then me, who knows. But for me, there will only be one Suzette. I will meet others and form connection. I will allow myself to grow with someone, to express myself full to them. But the connection that Suzette and I will forever be just ours, just her and I, and in that respect it is complete unique. I'll never have it with another besides her, and she'll never have it with another besides me.
Can I answer the eternal question of "was it right?" Or was she "the one" or was I "the one." No, no one can ever answer that question definitively. But you can always answer the question of "was it real?" And I know for 100% fact that whatever it was between Suzette and I, call it love, call it a relationship, call it infatuation, but always remember how "real" it was. How true it was.
My life is better having had you in it. I can say that for a fact, and with a smile. With that you should always be happy about. You’ve enhanced my life, and I will always thank you for doing so.
By this time she has decided that her feelings for me are not true, that they were all just a reaction to seeing me again, to hearing me happy, something she hadn't thought I had done for some time due to her actions. That although talking to each other is wonderful, amazing, and enjoyable; it is still not enough for her to be able to love me again. There is something unexplainably missing, missing in her, love for me is missing from her heart.
I've thought to myself a lot over these days. Why? Why this girl? Why George do you bother, you can date others, you know you have the capacity to love, and someone WILL come along who will make you feel as if you've never felt before. Why do I still continue invest time and emotion into Suzette? What is it about her that is so special, what makes he different from the other women who I have had no desire to be with once I had stopped dating them?
The big difference is that she broke up with me, I've rarely been broken up with, certainly not from a relationship like this one. One other girl has, that is it. Of course I wanted to have a some sort of say in the direction of the relationship. but by being dumped I was stripped of that power. Now I feel like I somehow have some of that power back. But why do I care? Do I really care about having a say? It ended. You didn't right about it for whatever reasons. That alone should be enough to make me want to move on. After all, what fun is loving someone who does not love you back? I can't think of a more unsatisfying feeling in the world.
So why do I ay this girl? Why am I still bothering. Why?
I can put this one simply. There are a million and one reasons why anybody would want to be with this girl She is unique in so many ways, but all are exceptional. She is what any guy would consider a cool chick. But throw in a great brain and some awesome looks, and you get more then just a cool chick.
What is unique about her, and us, and what I feel that she'll look for, but never truly find in the same way, is our ability to have a no bullshit talk about anything and any time. It doesn't matter what the topic, where we are, who we are with, or what we are doing, we could talk about anything, and for hours. This is the type of girl that you don't want to let fall asleep at night because you just want to keep talking and talking and talking to her. When you can communicate with someone on that level, it just makes everything in the relationship and life in general just seem grand. Its a great feeling, something that many people never even get, ever. People marry people they can never actually really talk to or be themselves with. With Suzette, you were yourself 100% of the time and she was herself 100% of the time. No drama, no bullshit, no games.
Not only was I attracted to her face, her body, her looks.. but I was attracted to her mind. To really what was in her head, what really made her who she was. The way she thought, the way she expressed her thoughts, it was all just so easy to fall in love with.
She's a one of a kind in my mind. I am sure there are other men who have the capacity to satisfy her on many different levels. I am sure there is someone who might even be able to do a little better job then me, who knows. But for me, there will only be one Suzette. I will meet others and form connection. I will allow myself to grow with someone, to express myself full to them. But the connection that Suzette and I will forever be just ours, just her and I, and in that respect it is complete unique. I'll never have it with another besides her, and she'll never have it with another besides me.
Can I answer the eternal question of "was it right?" Or was she "the one" or was I "the one." No, no one can ever answer that question definitively. But you can always answer the question of "was it real?" And I know for 100% fact that whatever it was between Suzette and I, call it love, call it a relationship, call it infatuation, but always remember how "real" it was. How true it was.
My life is better having had you in it. I can say that for a fact, and with a smile. With that you should always be happy about. You’ve enhanced my life, and I will always thank you for doing so.
