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Lumberg
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Lately I have been in a lot of emotional turmoil. Thoughts of killing myself, severe insomnia. Basically feeling like my heart is both empty and made of stone at the same time. I feel like I am in H.S. again as far as the intensity of my feelings and stuff. It's all because I recently saw a girl I had broken up with at a party. We had been going out for 4 1/2 years and had been broken up for about 3 weeks. Seeing her just opened up a flood of emotions that I just couldn't deal with.
The funny thing is, my performance in the gym has been exceptionally good. I worked out 4 days straight last week with high poundages and hardly got sore. Today I squatted more weight for more reps than I have in a long time. And I am willing to bet I won't be sore tomorrow.
Which makes me wonder, have the recent events in my life created a hormonal balance in my body similar to when I was in high school, due to all the emotions I have been experiencing?
I guess it goes to show that every cloud has a silver lining.
The funny thing is, my performance in the gym has been exceptionally good. I worked out 4 days straight last week with high poundages and hardly got sore. Today I squatted more weight for more reps than I have in a long time. And I am willing to bet I won't be sore tomorrow.
Which makes me wonder, have the recent events in my life created a hormonal balance in my body similar to when I was in high school, due to all the emotions I have been experiencing?
I guess it goes to show that every cloud has a silver lining.
