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Drunken Weasel
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If you only knew what was in my head... I wish I weren't so filled with bad thoughts.. I wish I werent so fucked up... I try not to be.. but it just comes out
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superdave said:
Yes.. it is that, but so much more at the same time. My mind is scared, Thrown around, Kicked around... I'm trying to get some hours at my old job .. I'm going to try for 70+ hours this week,.. get my mind of some of this shit...
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Manu said:
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whats going on bro, if u need to formulate it into a pm if ya dont feel like discussing it on a post.
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Too much.. and I probobly should talk about it.. but wont even discuss it with my closest friends.. so....
naturally anabolic
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well i am not a close friend, i am a complete stranger, so start talking.
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nordstrom said:
I am mentally fucked up.. but not sure If I would be helping myself by joining a group of mental fuck ups...
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manny78 said:
How old are you ?
I am 18.. and while I know that some have probobly gone thru worse childhoods than me.. I am mentally scarred for various reasons:
Father was abusive, physically and mentally.
Mother (even after father left), was not emotionally or physically ever there for me.. still isnt.. doesnt show love, or that she even cares, even when I was in middle school and would come home with self inflicted wounds.
Only parenting figure I had was my grandma, which I saw fairly often, but I lost her last year, and saw her children tear apart her property's and belongings
Drunken_Weasel said:
I am 18.. and while I know that some have probobly gone thru worse childhoods than me.. I am mentally scarred for various reasons:
Father was abusive, physically and mentally.
Mother (even after father left), was not emotionally or physically ever there for me.. still isnt.. doesnt show love, or that she even cares, even when I was in middle school and would come home with self inflicted wounds.
Only parenting figure I had was my grandma, which I saw fairly often, but I lost her last year, and saw her children tear apart her property's and belongings
Get out and go work. Anywhere but just do something. You'll meet new people and this will keep you away from bad thoughts. Get laid, fuck as much as you can, go party. Just get away from your daily routine. Damn join the army, if this can help you.
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manny78 said:
I have always found comfort in work. getting laid is out of the question, because I am incapable of getting tail. partying is done when possible, but with no money comes no partying. I have considered joining the army before, and I used to be against it.. but since I don't really care if I live or die now.. it would actually probobly be a good thing... Still not sure though...
Just as a side note, I am feeling a little better than yesterday, and even though it was probobly anoying to everyone else.. my whining helped me... I needed to let it out somewhere, and this is the only place I have... (pitiful, I know)
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Drunken_Weasel said:
You think you're the only with problems? (I ask rhetorically)..I didn't want to say this...**I edited this part out**** I am torn and depressed, but enough about me...
My point is..problems will never cease. It's how you deal with them that matters. Hurting yourself won't solve anything because the problems will still be there. You will have to grow up and learn to adapt. Either that or get a pet...at least you will learn about unconditional love.
Forgot to add...At least you recognize there are options like the military..so go with it!
Maybe all you need is someone to keep your ass in line. 
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grlpwrd said:
You think you're the only with problems? (I ask rhetorically)..I didn't want to say this, but I just found out a few days ago I am expecting my 4th child. I am torn and depressed, but enough about me...
Anyway, my point is..problems will never cease. It's how you deal with them that matters. Hurting yourself won't solve anything because the problems will still be there. You will have to grow up and learn to adapt. Either that or get a pet...at least you will learn about unconditional love.
Pet's cost money... Not to intentionally argue with you.. I could probobly go for a cat.. because I've never really gotton along with dogs all that well...
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Life is not easy. I go through some rought times to man. Rather it be my parents, grades, girls, just everything. The people who make it through this are the winners so don't give up.
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Drunken_Weasel said:
You have a point, but they are a good investment, especially emotionally.
I'm thinking, too, maybe your thoughts induce a self-fulfilling prophecy. If you only think of misery then that is what you will perpetuate, know what I mean? I think I remember that you're living with your parents and you're not happy. I know it doesn't help if you don't have supportive, loving parents because I lived the same way. Sad to admit, but I used to spend hours in our bathtub trying to escape my misery...like it was a sanctuary. Well, find yourself a sanctuary - it could be in your poetry, a library, the gym, whatever. Find something that makes you hold onto your faith that life will get better for you. Maybe not now, but eventually.
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you need to wake up and stop sulking, the time is now for change if you can.
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Golfer18 said:
Wow.. now I am really shocked.. something positive from Golfer18.
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Drunken_Weasel said:
I am 18.. and while I know that some have probobly gone thru worse childhoods than me.. I am mentally scarred for various reasons:
Father was abusive, physically and mentally.
Mother (even after father left), was not emotionally or physically ever there for me.. still isnt.. doesnt show love, or that she even cares, even when I was in middle school and would come home with self inflicted wounds.
Only parenting figure I had was my grandma, which I saw fairly often, but I lost her last year, and saw her children tear apart her property's and belongings
Bro I use to get mad beat on with a razor strap when I was younger
my family doesnt care about me either,sure I have a girlfriend but nothing will ever replace the love a parent could give
but you cant go on blaming everyone else,I know,I was a prick in my early teens and blamed everyone for what I did
Now that Im taking responsibility for my fuck ups Im much happier and dont expect anything from my parents
Im really not trying to be a prick but there comes a point in life when you must realize you cant change the past or other people,but you can change you,work on you,make you bigger and stronger,fuck them
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The Canadian Oak said:
I don't blame anyone else... I blame myself, which is why when I get really down, I contemplate suicide...
