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Dream

Nathan

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I had a pretty heavy dream last night that I'm going to share with you cause I figure you'll enjoy analyzing it for gay inuendos. Pricks.
First though, it needs some background established. Growing up, my parents helped raise the son of a friend of theirs whose name was Trevor. Trevor was like my big brother and I spent a lot of time with him. When I was 13, he was living with us and working building movie sets. One morning before school he said goodbye and left for work. I got a call after school before my parents got home that his heart had stopped on his drive to work and he was dead at 28 years old. Shit happens but it sucked. Anyways, here's my dream:

I'm sitting in a dank, dark basement by myself. All of a sudden, Trevor is there and we're shooting the shit like we would do today if he were still alive. We smoke a joint and talk about random things. (I didn't know 9 years ago that Trevor and my parents we're all stoners - my parents still are - but obviously I've pieced it together.) Anyways, I hear my mom or someone call me from upstairs and so turn to him and say, "Stay right there okay." I turn to go upstairs and I can feel behind me that he isn't there anymore yet I hear him say, "I'm not going anywhere." I all of a sudden am aware of how lonely and creepy the basement is so I hurry upstairs. My parents, my brother, and Gary (Trevor's dad who is like agrandpa to me) are all there and they look very ill and near death. The best way to describe how they look is the way people look when one is on shrooms. If you've ever done shrooms and looked at yourself in the mirror while on them then you know what I'm talking about. Their eyes were yellow and their skin was splotchy. They all got ready for bed and then I woke up. It has to be the most vivid dream I have ever had and I hope I never forget it. That is all. Any dreams to share?
 
shroom faces are disturbing to my eyes.

I had a dream when I was young that I went to rent a movie,and all the scary mens i.e. freddy,jason,mike myers,and leatherface,were all there waiting in the movie store in hopes to have their way with me.
 
sermon: Were your raped in that dream? If so, you top me.

I think the problem is that it's been almost ten years and I totally can't let it go. Up until like a couple years ago, I used to walk down the streets and look around hoping I would see him and he'd still be alive and it would all be okay again. I used to have another dream wherein I would see him somewhere and approach him and he'd always have to leave again. I mean, it doesn't take Freud to deduce that i obviously have problems with this but it's been like 10 years for Christ's sake. i wonder if that's why I refuse to get close to anyone else? Hmmmmm.... That might explain a whole lot about me being anti-social and all. I should be a psychiatrist - that way I could prescribe myself all kinds of nifty meds and be high like all the time.
 
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