Do You Guys Ever Have THOSE Days???

[Double_F'N_R]

Where ya just feel weak and small?????? No matter what anyone says, ya just feel like you need to be bigger????

I have 1cc of t200 left and 4cc of deca left, EVERYONE but ME notices the gains. I think I am fucked in the head - your classic "I can never be big enuff" prototype.

Shit Bro's, I just wanna be ripped and hard, ya know? Someone tonight thought I weighed 220. I weigh maybe 200. I bench 335 2 times, which ain't shit, but for me it's positive feedback.

This is my first cycle in several years, I don't know if all my stuff was legit, , but I am gonna take 2 months off and my next cycle do double the amount. 20cc T200, and 20cc of Deca 200mg.

Do any of you all just have those days when ya feel worthless and ya just wanna SCREAM??????????

I wish I could post pics on here so I could get feedback, but oh well =)

 

[fyyer]

I dont juice, But I do have those days, where I just seem smaller than everyone else, where everyone else is bigger ( or so it seems ) than me. Yet, everyone sees me as huge. I dunno, maybe its just all in our head =)

 

[Jowers]

I think we all have those days. I never feel like I'm big enough which i know a lot of people feel. I think it's called biorexia. Hey, you should be glad that others are noticing your gains though

 

[Stryker1992]

Dude, find a therapist, fast!

 

[Double_F'N_R]

Thanks Jowers, and fyyer. I think since I see myself EVERYDAY, I don't notice like other people do. We are our own WORST critic, ya know?

I just wish I could get feedback from other people who are into bodybuilding/weightlifting.

BTW - the T200 and Deca mix has had me a little more wound up than normal. The things I used to have a hard time tolerating, I no longer choose to tolerate. YET, I feel more in control and in touch with myself. Wierd shit.

 

[fyyer]

That just may be it.... I do the same, I check myself out every single damned day... Sometimes I can see gains, most of the time I cant though since the changes are so little overtime, I just kinda never notice them, but other people will since they dont ( hopefully ) stare at you everyday.

 

[trial0r]

yea come to think of it...i have something like those days...i think theyre called.

the 2-3 months off in between cycles

 

[Watson]

Yeah

Yeah, I have those days, everyday.

 

[c3bodybuilding]

Bro, I have those days all the time. When I was 6'3 144.5lbs, I had those days every day! When I was 170lbs, I had them. When I was 191 I had them. When I was 200, I thought they would go away, but still had them I am now 228 and I have them weekly! Hopefully when I hit 300, I will not have them. Who knows, might still It's a problem. It's a reverse anorexia. It happens to a lot of people. The feeling of never being big enough, and wanting/needing more muscle just to look at yourself in the mirror, or not be ashamed of your body. Sadly, I believe I suffer from it. But perhaps it helps drive me further with bodybuilding.....

 

[plug1]

Ive got it but Im not that big.... or is that what your talking about?? Shit Ive got it too

 

[testalot]

i have those day. then i drop my panys, look in the mirror, and start thinking how big i am.....

 

[DieselHoushead]

damn. i thought i was the only one

 

[supertech69]

i have those day. then i drop my panys, look in the mirror, and start thinking how big i am.....

LMAO!!!

 

[PopiChulo]

Jowers :I think we all have those days. I never feel like I'm big enough which i know a lot of people feel. I think it's called biorexia. Hey, you should be glad that others are noticing your gains though

Actually the propper term is the ADONIS COMPLEX other wise known a bigrexia just the opposite of anorexia when you just look in the mirror and you see a skinny twerp when you are actyually like 6' 260

 

[punisher44]

Yes I to know this feeling as we all do, But for me I have to remeber that I see myself every day and the changes are not as noticeable, for some one who doesn't see all the time. It may sound silly but I judge myself more on how I feel than how I look theses days, (must be getting older).

Just a little something I realized "you will never have enough money, or a fine enough wife or a big enough house, or a big enough body".