Bros,
I've never been a believer in attributing rage or moods or any huge personality changes to gear. I've always felt that alot of bros use the gear as an excuse to not control themselves, a fact I hate. However, anyone who has ever done a heavy cycle, whether they want to admit it or not, will know what I'm talking about when I say that the "on top of the world---invincibility etc" feeling is a very real thing. Part of the feeling can be attributed to the actual growth and strength one sees on these cycles, but there is more to it. 1000mg+ of test does something to the brain. It really doesn't make a guy a raving animal, just a little on edge, but it has a more profound effect on attitude and world view. The only way I can describe it is waking up in the morning and feeling like you own the world. Feeling like yopu could be hit by a bus and it would hurt the bus. I don't mean this figuratively, I mean it literally. Nothing is percieved as a threat. You feel like you're the master of the universe, no bullshitting. That why I can never understand these dipshits who act like animals when they're on. I feel so omnipotent on a heavy stack that I never feel threatened enough to warrant reaction. I've ebeen going on heavy this week and I can't begin to describe the feeling. Its better than sex and I feel it all day! Before I go, I'll note that I've been doing this a longtime and wouldn't advice less experienced bros read this and get inspired. I used to feel the same way on 35mg of dbol. Dbol and test always did it for me. Tren or deca by itself never did have the same effect although I don't do those al0one anyhow. Out.