GatheringFlock
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I'm really depressed right now. I don't know why i am. It could be alot of reasons. I felt going to the gym would take away my sadness and get me on the right track. It turns out i go there and see all these rock hard bodies. I just wish i could be like that. I feel like a freak sometimes. I don't see why im doing this anymore. But deep down something inside me tells i have to keep on pushing myself. Besides, i couldn't bring myself to quit even if i wanted to. Also i just listened to Alice in Chains and it helped me a little. Sometimes i wake up in the morning wanting to end it all. I don't know what to do anymore.

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