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Damnit.. wtf is wrong with me

Drunken_Weasel

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I think I had a record happy period.. a few days.. nothing bothered me, and I was just enjoying life.. but today I have gone back to being depressed and moody.. for no damn reason at all.
 
are you some depressed guy from Kansas....go lit a firecracker up a cats ass and goto bed...

I like you kid, but you gotta learn that life is more complicated then feeling sorry for yourself over simple ups and downs. Otherwise go see if you can get som meds...cause you got issues.
 
I'm going out to do something about it.. Im gonna go skate.. release stress.. anger, and hopefully.. if I fall and hurt myself, the more punishment I get for being a depressed dumbass.
 
Just another Manic Monday?

I think you need to get yourself some good alcohol... not that cheap maddog stuff... drink alot of it... and then shoot up some test, go out into the woods and squat and bench all day long..

C-ditty
 
Man the fuck up for once!

When i was your age all i did was hang out with friends, skateboard, go to concerts, drink beer, play nintendo, fuck my hot 16 year old girlfriend. Those were the days. Don't even talk to me about depression until you are an adult, going to a job you dislike because you have to, just to live. No summer breaks, no xmas breaks, no sleeping in, no hanging out at the skate ramp. Man i miss those days.:(
 
why do you want to punish yourself? here' some advice:
don't crucify yourself because you can never get that last nail in.
 
MP5 said:
Man the fuck up for once!

When i was your age all i did was hang out with friends, skateboard, go to concerts, drink beer, play nintendo, fuck my hot 16 year old girlfriend. Those were the days. Don't even talk to me about depression until you are an adult, going to a job you dislike because you have to, just to live. No summer breaks, no xmas breaks, no sleeping in, no hanging out at the skate ramp. Man i miss those days.:(

Let's see.. not to sound like a bitch.. but.
Hang with friends, sure .. I do that..
skateboard, well.. i inline
concerts.. very rarely.. they cost money
drink beer.. very rarely.. fun when i can though.. I miss the day's of doing so...
play nintendo (yeah.. just what a fatass needs)
fuck my hot 16 year old gf.. something I will never get... altogether..
I dont get summer breaks(work), I dont have a xmas (working on xmas eve, and xmas day...), I do sleep in....
 
you need to figure out what exactly is bringing you down in life. Make a list of things that piss you off and try and change it. I remember after i got out of a long term relationship i was pretty down. I used the negative energy to fuel my workouts and gained like 15 pounds of muscle in a few months. I would run out of steam and just get pissed off and keep moving the iron. It is awesome.

are you in HS still, college?
 
Dee W... I know you've probably heard this 100x but I'll tell you one more time..

I am 28... you are 16... the life you have now, is only going to get more and more complicated as you get older... You are at the time of your life where you shouldn't have any worries... soon, if you work at it and desire, you will go to college... and it should be the best 4 years of your life... (I had extended education of 7 years... it was awesome)...

My point is... don't spend this time of your life beating yourself over your head... Leave your 9 to 5 up on the shelf... and just enjoy yourself... Let the Madness and the music take control...

If you are unhappy about your weight, you are in the right place to get advice to lose it... personally, I'd run about 3 miles a day... then increase this... don't worry about "losing muscle" you are 16 years old, your prime muscle buidling years are far ahead of you...

If you want specific advice, PM me... we can all guide you.. but only YOU can help yourself...

C-ditty -- ENJOY LIFE!
 
MP5 said:
you need to figure out what exactly is bringing you down in life. Make a list of things that piss you off and try and change it. I remember after i got out of a long term relationship i was pretty down. I used the negative energy to fuel my workouts and gained like 15 pounds of muscle in a few months. I would run out of steam and just get pissed off and keep moving the iron. It is awesome.

are you in HS still, college?

Out of high school.. and was thinking of college.. but am kinda thinking against it now too.. would just be a waste of money if I don't plan on living...
I would go for the gaining muscle.. but ... I can't gain muscle while dieting..

My list of things that piss me off is far to long.. It would be a much smaller list to just list what I do like.. if I can even think of anything...

I'm just bitching and moaning again.. like always.. I liked the way I was for those past few days.. I'm trying to bring myself into that state of mind again.. it was fun, worry free.. and I felt good.
 
College is not a ticket to a good future, but it is a blast. You meet all new people, no one judges you in college cause there are 30,000 other kids just like you. I loved it when i was there, i really miss it. If i were you i would start lifting, and do cardio. Fuck it, it is fun.
 
get yourself put on something, SSRI of some sort, wellbutrin, celexa, prozac, zoloft, paxil, effexor...just to name a few, sounds like u may have some depression type disorder...

otherwise maybe just talk to someone about your problems and learn to take advice.
 
naturally anabolic said:
get yourself put on something, SSRI of some sort, wellbutrin, celexa, prozac, zoloft, paxil, effexor...just to name a few, sounds like u may have some depression type disorder...

otherwise maybe just talk to someone about your problems and learn to take advice.

I am slowly but surely listening to people... and have already experienced how much a good attitude will help overall life.. (for a short duration).. I am already feeling better.. and truth is, am trying to keep myself feeling better about myself.. Just takes time to change.. just like physical change.. takes time...
 
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