stabbed himself in the heart? I will never be that motivated. THink about the level of anticipation just before he stabbed himself? You can't just do it. It must take hours to get up the nerve to actually stab yourself like that.
If i ever killed myself, you canbe sure it would be as simple and painless as possible. You would think that someone who has the balls to stab himself to death would be able to deal with crap in his life.