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It's 3 am. I am laying face down with two 10" kitchen knives stuck in my glutes. At least that's what it feels like. I can't sleep, I can hardly walk to the bathroom. Every step is excruciating.
This is day 5 of my first cycle. I had 1cc of Deca and 1cc of Sust mix on day 1 (past Sat). Felt fine next morning, had a great workout. But by Sunday evening, my left buttock was introduced to that 10" kitchen knife. This is not soreness I am talking here - it hurts like hell. Now, I did hit a nerve (had that electric shock sensation), but pulled back and otherwise did it really slow. No lumps, no redness, cool to touch - but hurts as hell!
Oh well, I guess it's my first shot, so I just pretended the pain is not there. Told my wife and colleagues at work (who question my limping) that I had a tough leg workout, so I am sore.
Day 4 I am finally getting a bit better, still that pain but more tolerable so I am ready for another shot. This time I decided to do only 1cc of sust and alternate 1cc of sust with 1cc of deca weekly, so instead of originally planned 2cc sust and 2cc deca weekly - only 1cc of each. It's my first cycle, so why push it? I want to gain only 10 to 15lbs max anyway (I am 5'11", 188 lbs now, 41 yrs. old with extensive gym experience).
My second shot (of 1cc sust) was a dream. I use 23G 1.5", went in smooth, took my time pushing it. Massaged the area, everything was well. Went to work, but by 5-6 pm I am getting that feeling again in my glute (this time the right one). God no, this is not happening again! By 9 pm I am in agony again. Oh, and did I mention flu-like symptoms every day?
If my every shot is going to be rewarded with this experience than I can't do this. It's not the pain that bothers me (I can deal with that) - it is my lifestyle. My wife, my kid, my job... I simply can't function like this. Hell, I can't even workout - what's the point? Friend tells me to drop sust, stick to Deca and Dbol (which I am taking from day 1 daily 3x10mg).
So fellas, is it sust that is causing this? If so, will I do OK with 1cc deca weekly and 30mg dbol daily for first 4 weeks, than drop dbol and take 30mg winny for 4 weeks. Use liver detox throughout and clomid for post, nolvadex on hand just in case.
Again, my goal is simple, go from 188 to 200 lbs, not more, just to be a bit bigger but harder. But I will not sacrifice my family and career over this. I need to be able to work every day and come to my wife and kid being a husband and dad - not a limping, pain riddled guy.
thanks!
This is day 5 of my first cycle. I had 1cc of Deca and 1cc of Sust mix on day 1 (past Sat). Felt fine next morning, had a great workout. But by Sunday evening, my left buttock was introduced to that 10" kitchen knife. This is not soreness I am talking here - it hurts like hell. Now, I did hit a nerve (had that electric shock sensation), but pulled back and otherwise did it really slow. No lumps, no redness, cool to touch - but hurts as hell!
Oh well, I guess it's my first shot, so I just pretended the pain is not there. Told my wife and colleagues at work (who question my limping) that I had a tough leg workout, so I am sore.
Day 4 I am finally getting a bit better, still that pain but more tolerable so I am ready for another shot. This time I decided to do only 1cc of sust and alternate 1cc of sust with 1cc of deca weekly, so instead of originally planned 2cc sust and 2cc deca weekly - only 1cc of each. It's my first cycle, so why push it? I want to gain only 10 to 15lbs max anyway (I am 5'11", 188 lbs now, 41 yrs. old with extensive gym experience).
My second shot (of 1cc sust) was a dream. I use 23G 1.5", went in smooth, took my time pushing it. Massaged the area, everything was well. Went to work, but by 5-6 pm I am getting that feeling again in my glute (this time the right one). God no, this is not happening again! By 9 pm I am in agony again. Oh, and did I mention flu-like symptoms every day?
If my every shot is going to be rewarded with this experience than I can't do this. It's not the pain that bothers me (I can deal with that) - it is my lifestyle. My wife, my kid, my job... I simply can't function like this. Hell, I can't even workout - what's the point? Friend tells me to drop sust, stick to Deca and Dbol (which I am taking from day 1 daily 3x10mg).
So fellas, is it sust that is causing this? If so, will I do OK with 1cc deca weekly and 30mg dbol daily for first 4 weeks, than drop dbol and take 30mg winny for 4 weeks. Use liver detox throughout and clomid for post, nolvadex on hand just in case.
Again, my goal is simple, go from 188 to 200 lbs, not more, just to be a bit bigger but harder. But I will not sacrifice my family and career over this. I need to be able to work every day and come to my wife and kid being a husband and dad - not a limping, pain riddled guy.
thanks!
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