Seriously, give it up. You're going to take them anyway, so go ahead and take them. Come back in a month and tell us how you gained 12 lbs of weight and kept 1-2 after you stopped. Don't forget about the gyno. DO NOT DO THIS, IT IS A WASTE OF TIME AND MONEY. GET SOME INJECTABLES IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO STEROIDS, EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE 18.