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Buksoon...your PM box is full...again.
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buksoon
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I know, I know! I've been yelled at! It's better now. But then I have to BE here, see. And this "place" turns me into a misanthrope. And the temptation to respond to the threads is so strong and ....
But it's clean, okay?!!
But it's clean, okay?!!
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buksoon
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A misanthope is a "person who hates humankind."
The opposite of what I am in real life, but after 10 minutes on this board.....
It's not good for the soul to be here. You already know that.
The opposite of what I am in real life, but after 10 minutes on this board.....
It's not good for the soul to be here. You already know that.
HappyScrappy
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if you want to clear your pm's - make sure the pull down is showing something like - "since the dawn of time" so that you look at all that are there, instead of just the last 10 days - that way you will see what is there instead of thinking it is empty.
also, when you send stuff, there is a check box at the bottom that lets you not save a copy, so that way you don't fill up your sent messages box as easily.
also, when you send stuff, there is a check box at the bottom that lets you not save a copy, so that way you don't fill up your sent messages box as easily.
I believe that is right for most people if they go over a couple hours.buksoon said:A misanthope is a "person who hates humankind."
The opposite of what I am in real life, but after 10 minutes on this board.....
Unfortunately I fear that I am somewhat addicted to sitting here and reading and thinking. What to do?
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buksoon
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Test boy said:I believe that is right for most people if they go over a couple hours.
Unfortunately I fear that I am somewhat addicted to sitting here and reading and thinking. What to do?
Test, I know EXACTLY what you're feeling. You want to keep reading because you have this naive faith (I'm not dissing you; it's a wonderful thing) that these people are not as twisted as they seem. You want to believe that. You want to find something redeeming.
Like a train wreck or whatever. If you keep watching, you'll see survivors, you'll see hope. So you stick around. Because you're decent.
But it doesn't get better here. And I really should NOT say more, tempting though it is. Check your email.
HappyScrappy
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I hated humankind long before ever coming to this board.
this board just allows me to wallow in it.
as does my bathtub full of jello.
this board just allows me to wallow in it.
as does my bathtub full of jello.
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buksoon
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HappyScrappy said:
Now that's a shocker.
Not me, though. I honestly am a total Heidi on the Swiss Alps taking care of grand-paPA or Anne of Green Gables twirling around luvin' everyone.
You can even see that in my earliest posts here, when it was all: "Hey, you look FABULOUS!!! Great work!!"
Then I wisened up and it's: "You are an issue-plagued cyber BEARD for a throng of closeted gay men."
Seriously. I never used the phrase "pus-squirting ass" until coming here......
musclebrains
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It is an oddity of the medium -- brings out the worst in nearly all of us now and then.
My first diss proposal was on the unconscious and cyberspace (including the erotic cyber body). I really do think it functions very much like the unconscious.
My first diss proposal was on the unconscious and cyberspace (including the erotic cyber body). I really do think it functions very much like the unconscious.
HappyScrappy
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buksoon said:
and now it's on my resume
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musclebrains said:
I'm not so onboard with the "unconscious." (Don't really get it, actually.)
I think the Internet could be more like _The Lord of the Flies_. You're in a setting where there is absolutely NO CONSEQUENCE for anything you might do. (or rather: say. Ain't no "doing" here...) All society's rules of conduct stripped away.
And you know how those boys turned out: "Kill the pig! Bash it in!" Sacrificing the best (Simon) among them.
Happy Scrappy, classic.... glad I could help with the resume.
musclebrains
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Well, Bukky, what comes out of you belongs to you and if you say it's not your usual style of being, it means that something has derepressed a particular content. It's not as if anyone holds a gun to your head and feeds you lines.
Lord of the Flies IS about the derepression of primitive drives outside the control of the superego.
Lord of the Flies IS about the derepression of primitive drives outside the control of the superego.
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buksoon
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frorider6 said:
Hey Fro, no hatchet to be buried!! Just think you're a bit of a player and I got a bit played.....
I'm not really back. I'm just bored! I'm supposed to be doing that electronic bowling thing right now. You know, where the lanes are all lit freaky colors and there's house music or whatever.
But I am still tryptophan-ed out. From the tofurkey. (Vegetarian Thanksgiving!)
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Test boy said:I'd like to see that happen.
We would all be better off.
Done! Fro's back to being my old friend again....
When I was sorta mad at him, I told my friend all about him. And when I mentioned him by his real first name, she interrupted and said: "This is a MAN, not a miniature poodle, right?"
See, Fro? I'm teasing ya cause I really DO like you! Now get in OTS damn you!
You are bored? Aren't we all? If exciting things were happening we would not be here.buksoon said:
I'm not really back. I'm just bored! I'm supposed to be doing that electronic bowling thing right now. You know, where the lanes are all lit freaky colors and there's house music or whatever.
But I am still tryptophan-ed out. From the tofurkey. (Vegetarian Thanksgiving!)
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frorider6 said:
I have no doubt. But guys ... they get attracted to new toys, ya know?
And it was like: "Hey look here! This is a new one! I've never seen one like this! The box is still sealed! (hehe....) I can play with this one!"
And then it was like: "I don't know, this one has complicated directions... hey, there's another one!"
I don't mean to slam you, Fro, honestly. I miss the days of just talking about OTS and hoping we'd be in the same class so you can help thru the hell I fear it will be!
I KNOW beyond any doubt that you don't "play" women on purpose. It just ends up that way.
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frorider6 said:
Maybe so.
I try not to, though. I know we can be "bulls in china shops" when it comes to emotions. Us all big and klutzy and not being aware of our power, just shattering things without even realizing.
(That sounded kinda pathetic, huh?)
Anyway, no harm no foul.
frorider6
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Test boy said:I'm afraid I still am in a post cycle crash with low test levels. A good porno or a hot skirt do not get my attention these days.
I wanted to become a eunuch and it looks like I succeeded right now.
I think you just need to get your engine revved up. I'll go through times when sex is the last thing on my mind. But some kissing and cuddling with a pretty woman can change that.
It's gut check time boy! Ya gotta get back in the game! Run a few plays! Take a few hits! Get a few phone numbers!
At the very least, go to your doctor and have your test levels checked. I did when I was going through one of those times recently. My test levels were middle of the road, it was just my mood.
I'm afraid the sun is setting on my days of chasing skirts. I am really gearing for a major thrust forward career wise next year. I tire of wasting my abundant talents.frorider6 said:
My Test levels got checked last year. They are sky high. My essential indifference to skirts is mental, a product of many, many experiences. I love the female body...my problem is with the rest of the package with 90% of them.
frorider6
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Test boy said:
You got checked last year. If you're post cycle and having problems, go in again. Just tell him you don't feel right and request the test.
The female body is a wonderfully beautiful thing. I only wish there were as many wonderful women as there are beautiful ones.
spongebob
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buksoon said:
Maybe so.
I try not to, though. I know we can be "bulls in china shops" when it comes to emotions. Us all big and klutzy and not being aware of our power, just shattering things without even realizing.
(That sounded kinda pathetic, huh?)
Anyway, no harm no foul.
hello.
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buksoon
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spongebob said:
Why hello.
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buksoon
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Test boy said:Boys...we got ourselves a party!
::timid::
W-w-what about me? I made a cake.
::as Test Boy, Sponge, and Frorider speed off to the nearest Hooters::
frorider6
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buksoon said:
::timid::
W-w-what about me? I made a cake.
::as Test Boy, Sponge, and Frorider speed off to the nearest Hooters::
Hooters sucks. I hate that place. The food ROYALLY sucks and the girls have way too much attitude. If I want chicken wings, I'll go to a sports bar. if I want to see bitchy women's tits, I'll go to a strip club.
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buksoon
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Test boy said:This is too easy. Lets all go to buksoons and eat that cake.
Yes, most Hooter girls are a waste of human flesh. I like their smothered chicken sandwiches though.
Yay! Party at buksoon's!
Of course you know I've turned you ALL into eunuchs in my head!
Frorider = currently shtupping some girl (one in a long series...)
Test = not in the mood
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frorider6 said:
I get better food at Wendy's.
Cake? Sure, as long as no one gets offended if I scrape off the icing.
Dude, you're soooo not scraping off any icing around me.
I got the speed, I got the will, I got the determination! You're lucky if you get crumbs.....
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Frackal
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Interesting.
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buksoon
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Test boy said:Huh... I also scrape off icing. Really pisses off a woman if you trash her precious icing.
Oh wait, you meant scrape it off as in not eat it?? Oh, that's FINE! I thought: "scrape it off so I can eat it ALL."
I live in a family of 4 women, see. We're always fighting for the icing. Blood and carnage all over! It's like Beirut.
Go on ahead and scrape!
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Test boy said:Somehow I'm not sure if you would be welcome at Bucksoons cake party.
Ah, food scraps! Like a dog!!!
I already told ya, Frack: guys who bend over and sniff before flushing are just not my type.
Go and read my posts in Bouncer's "ugly people" thread. Now that you'd find "interesting."
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Test boy said:
I've forgotten! I'm honestly just teasing. I think Frackal knows that.
Besides! His ego makes him like Teflon. Nothing negative anyone can say can possibly stick.
That's why it's okay to say it.
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Frackal
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buksoon said:
Sorry, I'm too awesome to have an ego.
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Frackal said:
There's that humility thing he was talking about.
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Frackal
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Hey, what can I say, it's easy to be humble when you're better than everyone else.
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buksoon
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Test boy said:A Teflon ego huh??? Sounds pretty handy to me.
Comes with being 19 and ... well, I won't mention anything else I see in him.
Nothing negative can penetrate. It's good, cause life be fun.
But it's bad, because you are insufferable to people who have matured a bit! And then maybe one day, if you've allowed yourself to grow, you look back at who you were and think: "Holy shit, I was a pompous, preening twit boasting about my dick size. I was Vanilla Ice!"
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Frackal
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Let's refrain from psychoanalyzing frackal...you still think I'm gay because of my Vin Diesel avatar....if this avatar was arnold would you still think the same?
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buksoon
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Test boy said:
I honestly am not being catty, but...
I don't get the Frackal worship. I don't. Is it like with the Three Stooges? Where men get the humor, but women just don't understand?
I just never found anything from him to be witty or original ("It's hard to be humble when you're better than everyone"--that sentence has been uttered by every frat boy in America at some point.)
Just outta the loop, I guess.
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Frackal said:
I'd think you have a thing for little black kids.
Ha! I kill me.
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Frackal
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Buksoon,
I urge you to stop with the insults...besides, sometimes simple, already-done humor is still effective.
Easy there killer.
I urge you to stop with the insults...besides, sometimes simple, already-done humor is still effective.
Easy there killer.
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buksoon
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Test boy said:Yep...definitely a guy thing. Bragging will win many friends when it is done properly.
Women tear men down so we have to build ourselves back up.
Okay then. I can see that. Like how Andrew Dice Clay's fan base was mostly men? It's not so much the humor they liked as the unashamed "I am the best ever!!" 'tude. Like, he was speaking for all men who felt held down or whatever.
Now that, to steal a commentary from someone on this thread, is "interesting...."
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buksoon
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Frackal said:
I'm not insulting you!!!!!!!! I really don't feel like I am. I am so calm right now. I am not hating you at all.
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Frackal
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Well I am not offended
I don't literally feel as though I am better than everyone else, etc... One thing that might be throwing you off track in your efforts to 'figure me out' is the fact that I let a bit of my "Mr. Hyde" out on this board, because I can and the consequences are minor...as someone once said, everyone has a bit of the Salami in them...
Now, I see nothing wrong with me feeling like I can conquer the world one day...I think that when many people get older they become 'beaten down' by the system and are processed into the mainstream 9-5 expressway of life.
I don't literally feel as though I am better than everyone else, etc... One thing that might be throwing you off track in your efforts to 'figure me out' is the fact that I let a bit of my "Mr. Hyde" out on this board, because I can and the consequences are minor...as someone once said, everyone has a bit of the Salami in them...
Now, I see nothing wrong with me feeling like I can conquer the world one day...I think that when many people get older they become 'beaten down' by the system and are processed into the mainstream 9-5 expressway of life.
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Re: Well I am not offended
Hey, that's awesome. Confidence is NECESSARY to get anywhere. More power to ya.
But here--because, yes, there ARE no consequences (see what I said earlier about Lord of the Flies)--confidence dips into arrogance.
I could tell you that "pride goeth before the fall", but you won't believe me. At 19, I wouldn't have either. You have to actually fall.
Frack, I've read some of your posts. Just full of disdain for anyone who is less than you, less than perfect. And you want the perfect tan and the perfect biceps and the perfect whatever...
Then, on the Oreo thread, you said that you hadn't eaten an Oreo in a year, and people who do nibble are "pussies." And I thought: that is so ... unhealthy. Mentally, I mean. Sense that you have triumphed over an Oreo! The power!
(Okay, I've dipped into psychoanalyzing you again. And being sarcastic. Sorry. I just know you'd do to me in a second.)
But the worst thing about being arrogant? Someone comes along who is seriously worth knowing and you can't see because you're too busy rushing to establish superiority.
Frackal said:
Hey, that's awesome. Confidence is NECESSARY to get anywhere. More power to ya.
But here--because, yes, there ARE no consequences (see what I said earlier about Lord of the Flies)--confidence dips into arrogance.
I could tell you that "pride goeth before the fall", but you won't believe me. At 19, I wouldn't have either. You have to actually fall.
Frack, I've read some of your posts. Just full of disdain for anyone who is less than you, less than perfect. And you want the perfect tan and the perfect biceps and the perfect whatever...
Then, on the Oreo thread, you said that you hadn't eaten an Oreo in a year, and people who do nibble are "pussies." And I thought: that is so ... unhealthy. Mentally, I mean. Sense that you have triumphed over an Oreo! The power!
(Okay, I've dipped into psychoanalyzing you again. And being sarcastic. Sorry. I just know you'd do to me in a second.)
But the worst thing about being arrogant? Someone comes along who is seriously worth knowing and you can't see because you're too busy rushing to establish superiority.
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spongebob said:
Okay, headed right there. I've been trying to email you all night but it keeps coming back to me!!
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buksoon
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Test boy said:Thats all folks...good night.
Me too. I just posted something not-so-patient on Smalls' thread. Always a sign that fatigue is taking over!
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buksoon
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spongebob said:
Done. (I'm logging off, though!!! I'll check back in 5 minutes...., but I have to sleep!!)
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Frackal
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Well now, some civil back and forth with buksoon, this should be interesting.
Anyway...I wasn't proud specifically of 'conquering the oreo,' I am proud that I have conquered my cravings for junk food, after great difficulty, I find I can pretty much eat whatever is necessary to accomplish my goals...no different than you as a vegetarian being proud that you don't give into consuming meat products.
Now, again, you certainly do NOT know me in real life...I am very quiet, friendly and peaceful...
Now it's true that I am full of disdain for certain types of people... however, I would never DENY them that right to be that way, which is the key point here.
I've fallen before too...trust me.
Anyway...I wasn't proud specifically of 'conquering the oreo,' I am proud that I have conquered my cravings for junk food, after great difficulty, I find I can pretty much eat whatever is necessary to accomplish my goals...no different than you as a vegetarian being proud that you don't give into consuming meat products.
Now, again, you certainly do NOT know me in real life...I am very quiet, friendly and peaceful...
Now it's true that I am full of disdain for certain types of people... however, I would never DENY them that right to be that way, which is the key point here.
I've fallen before too...trust me.
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Frackal
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BTW- Did you just say I would do you in a second?
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buksoon
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Frackal said:
But do you understand your tone? You called the rest of us "pussies." (And, side note: I do hope you eat junk occasionally. They say that you don't mature until you can laugh at yourself, and all your weakness and flaws. On that day when you laugh because you're not some Hercules and it's okay--and you eat the goddamn Oreo--you are free.)
Okay, enough fortune-cookie sermonizing (even though it's true).
I was ALWAYS capable of civil back and forth. But when people are like "fuck fat chicks, kill 'em"; "let's start a club called b.i.t.c.h." and most of all--"Buksoon, you're a fucking idiot" which I heard from you on several threads... well, I stick up for myself. I give what I get.
This persona--Mr. Hyde or whatever--that you have here ("Yeah, I work at the GNC and the fat chicks stroll in and I'm all: 'cunt'...."). I might be a little rude to him, but he asks for it.
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Frackal said:
No, I said "if you do me, it will take a second."
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Frackal
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I'd give you the most average 1 second of your life baby!
BTW- The pussies thing was a JOKE!! It's like when you're out with your 'buddies' and you jeer him a bit and then elbow him 'playfully' in the side..that type of kidding around..ya know? And the cunt thing was also a joke, more of a shock value joke but a joke nonetheless, trust me, I treat ALL bitches with respect, even the stupid skanky fat cunt trick-ass smelly hoe ones!!! lol
BTW- The pussies thing was a JOKE!! It's like when you're out with your 'buddies' and you jeer him a bit and then elbow him 'playfully' in the side..that type of kidding around..ya know? And the cunt thing was also a joke, more of a shock value joke but a joke nonetheless, trust me, I treat ALL bitches with respect, even the stupid skanky fat cunt trick-ass smelly hoe ones!!! lol
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Frackal
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PS- That was ALSO a joke, the same category as the 'cunts' joke..figured I should probably clarify it....
