yea, that sounds scary to be at that constant. i test at 135/75 if im nervous and got a little anxiety like most people do at the doc's. only once for my bp test in my home a month ago for life insurance was i kicked back and relaxed enough to get an accurate bp. which was 122/72. made me relax alittle about it. never did roids yet. but thinking of just doing a var cycle to get some strength and then just utilizing that gain boost to keep a decent physique.