And now a brief interlude.....

[naturally anabolic]

Saw that gap again today.
While you were begging me to stay.
Take care not to make me enter.
If I do we both may disappear.

Saw that gap again today.
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well, my dear
And you, as well
Pushed you away my dear

I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What are you but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're pushing me
And Im shoving you
And your pushing me
And Im shoving you

Rest your trigger on my finger,
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear

But you're pushing me
And Im shoving you
And your pushing me
And Im shoving you

You still love me

We're pushing and were shoving
And you're pushing and I'm shoving

You still love me

And were pushing and were shoving
And I'm pushing as your shoving

And Im slipping back into the gap again
I feel alive when you touch me...
I feel alive when you hold me...
...down

Slipping back into you

I am somewhere I dont wanna be, yeah
Put me somewhere I dont wanna be
Push me somewhere I dont wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again...

Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away,
And you as well, my dear

If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way

Pushing and Shoving and
Pushing and Shoving and
Pushing me

There's no love in fear.

Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

Remember I will always love you,
As I claw your fucking throat away.
It will end no other way.

 

[TEXgrl]

ok, enlighten me?

 

[casavant]

ok, enlighten me?

No, the way it works is that someone else will answer back with lyrics from a different song by the same artist, and then they'll go back and forth like they're speaking they're own language in their own private club. LOL

 

[§äñît¥ Pôí§ðñ]

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.



I am frightened to.



Wide awake
and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

 

[The Ranger]

Anymore

Looking at myself…
I see what I am Long ago
realized it,
yet this time in décor
For within something has wrought
Beyond sorrow, misery, and abhorrence…
of that even so much more…
All in thy core Of my soul,
which I cannot feel Anymore…
I know of so many
whom speak of being hollow
Who cannot feel their "being"
for the consistent sorrow
But I Do not even experience that…
The pain….
the aching cries…
Anymore…
Forever faded
with emotions stream
And even internal tears have ceased…
Never again to pour..
Nothing left to release..
Anymore…
Looking at myself…
I see the true definition
Of a Vacuous being in company of abhor
Without my volition
Remembering when I use to fight for it…
now just an apparition
And I am so fed up…
"many times that phrase has been said"
Yet the meaning is not artificial
escaping my lips I am finished…
never free…
of that I do not dread
Never will be…
able to because of my soul's written script
Forever enclosed within
with nothing but breath Of all I do not contain,
does not send tears to my eyes
Of escape and peace I do not implore
For within is without cries,
and for all that…
I am of no concern
Anymore…

Ranger

 

[Steroid_Virgin]

rangers stuff always kicks ass...

 

[Bikini Mod]

rangers stuff always kicks ass...

I wonder if there is anything in there that is not born of pain and misery but rather out of hope.....