As for your pics, you're probably being harder on yourself than other people will be. Not that ef isn't full of smart asses, but I think that most of us are our own biggest critics. I think that most people who have fitness/heath as an important value in their life as in a constant state setting goals....and in that situation I think it's easy to see ourselves and focus mainly on the flaws and what we need to work on rather than the overall package.