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Austin316 said:
Congrats! You're definetly in a "growth" industry.
From CNN.com today:
http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/04/24/prison.population.reut/index.html
Austin316 said:
JustyXXXX turns on his Sounds of the Ocean CD, lights some candles and dims the lights. Looking dazzling in his Calvin Klein underwear with an enormously large bulge, he proceeds to the couch, motioning for Austin316 to come hither. "Come, my son, sit here . . . there's no need for such talk." JustyXXXX opens up his bottle of Vanilla lotion and asks, "How about we start with a relaxing massage? Now, take off your clothes"
To be continued.
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Austin316 said:
Sociology is a multi-disciplinary subject - a really fun & interesting course to study IMO.
Criminology sounds good...but my passion lies in sociological theory.
Good luck on your papers. I know I was up till 4 -5am for my final papers few years back then.
DIVISION said:
Well, I remember when I was in kindergarton and I found this one guy really attractive. I liked him a lot. It wasn't sexual or anything, just a huge interest.
Fast forward to 6th grade . . . quickly went from looking at the JCPenny bra section to the underwear section.
Fast forward to high school . . . a few kids made fun of me, but most were really nice. I hated the fact that I had thoughts of being gay. My mother was very religious and I prayed to God - Please, I don't want to be like this. I want to be "normal". That never helped.
So, finally in high school (senior year) I actually wrote a love letter to this guy and he gave me a hug . . . and it was the first time that I felt good about myself being like that. It also wasn't necessarily a "love letter", but it certainly told him how much I liked him.
Fast forward to college . . . I finally accepted it and don't look back now. It was a very difficult road, especially not knowing anyone gay and listening to the preacher every Sunday say how Homosexuals are sick . . . but that's basically the story.
Also, I make it sound like I'm still in college in the last paragraph. I'm not. I'm currently 29.
Lastly, there is a point in time where you have to finally say - OK, this is who I am. Because I was REALLY REALLY tired of going home from high school everyday and crying because a select few would call me fag. I hated it and I didn't want to be it. I thought it was wrong - I was taught that it was wrong. I thought praying to God would change it. At that time, I would've given anything for it to go away.
But, I learned a lot from that experience, especially how hurtful being called names every day can be. I'm glad I am who I am and it took me from middle school to around 20 to finally be able to say that.
Lastly, there is a point in time where you have to finally say - OK, this is who I am. Because I was REALLY REALLY tired of going home from high school everyday and crying because a select few would call me fag. I hated it and I didn't want to be it. I thought it was wrong - I was taught that it was wrong. I thought praying to God would change it. At that time, I would've given anything for it to go away.
But, I learned a lot from that experience, especially how hurtful being called names every day can be. I'm glad I am who I am and it took me from middle school to around 20 to finally be able to say that.
DIVISION said:
ha. Yes, I do prefer the masculine type. And although I'd like to think of myself as some bad ass, I think a lot of people would know that I'm gay. I've asked some people - WHY????? Why would people automatically know that I'm gay? And, some say - well, you're girly. Others say, well, it's because you look better than most guys (I love when they say that - ha). Others say, it's the way that I walk (I do seem to bounce a little). And others say it's the way I talk (I have somewhat of a "different" voice, very recognizable people say).
So, basically, I seem to have FAG written on just about every part of me - even though I'd prefer to be thought of as some Male Hunk, I'm more like the Sister of the Male Hunk. DAMN IT.
DIVISION said:
Pretty girl in your Profile, by the way. Very nice facial features and soft skin. I could probably look somewhat like her . . . after you took a couple of shots of JustyXXXX's Straight to Cock Sucker Vodka Special.
After looking at her makeup, I tell you who was a fabulous make-up artist . . . unfortunately he died a few years ago in his 40s. He did a lot of the stars' makeup - very creatively. His name is Kevyn Aucoin and his books were best sellers, such as his book, Making Faces. The lady in your profile is pretty already and has nice makeup, but Kevyn probably could make even a woman as pretty as she is prettier.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/031...in/102-6937969-8608110?p=S00O&j=1#reader-page
justyxxxx said:
I like talking to gays because they give me insights in to women......it's more entertaining than alot of the mundane conversation I have with people everyday. I really don't care about other's sexual orientation, I just find it funny how this culture really has a hangup about gays. People set limits on everything, they prefer to live inside their safe zones, any change threatens them.
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DIVISION said:
What do you think of some of the women in the link that I posted above? Do you think most of them are pretty, with some of the makeup that was used?
I really must change the way that I've been looking lately. I've got a tanning bed, but I look albino. I've got a weight room, but look like I've never used them. I have to start looking good so that I can compete with some of these bitches. DAMN THEM.
justyxxxx said:
I know all those women, here are my thoughts:
Drew Barrymore is pretty, not my "type", but she's got a nice quality about her skin that really gives her a look of completeness. Her skin has one shade, no deviations or blemishes. I don't go for blondes, but she's got an innocence about her that makes her attractive.
Winona Ryder is my "type", pale, dark eyes, dark hair..... Her skin is one shade of creamy ivory, so beautiful and exsquisite to look at.
Those are the only two I really have anything postive to say anything about.
DIV
QUOTE=DIVISION]I know all those women, here are my thoughts:
Drew Barrymore is pretty, not my "type", but she's got a nice quality about her skin that really gives her a look of completeness. Her skin has one shade, no deviations or blemishes. I don't go for blondes, but she's got an innocence about her that makes her attractive.
Winona Ryder is my "type", pale, dark eyes, dark hair..... Her skin is one shade of creamy ivory, so beautiful and exsquisite to look at.
Those are the only two I really have anything postive to say anything about.
DIV[/QUOTE]
Yeah - Winona is a cute girl (or lady, but gosh - she still looks young).
I'd have to say that Tori Amos has the prettiest picture in that link, in my opinion. Very attractive woman.
My next pick would be Janet Jackson (looks in control - I like that), then Winona (has the face of an angel) and then Cher (his artistry in creating the glimmering look). Those might not be my picks if I saw them in real life or in some other capacity.
If I were to pick my favorite movie star men in terms of looks (at any point in time), Marlon Brando use to be hot as hell. Brad Pitt still looks good, even at 40 something. And I'm gonna have to say that Sylvester Stallone, even though I don't find him HOT, has kept himself up very well and still looks good. Ryan Phillippe is an attractive guy too. Oh yeah, Ricky Martin. Woo Doggy.
And for now, that's about it. I can't think of anyone else. But I'm sure there are more.
Drew Barrymore is pretty, not my "type", but she's got a nice quality about her skin that really gives her a look of completeness. Her skin has one shade, no deviations or blemishes. I don't go for blondes, but she's got an innocence about her that makes her attractive.
Winona Ryder is my "type", pale, dark eyes, dark hair..... Her skin is one shade of creamy ivory, so beautiful and exsquisite to look at.
Those are the only two I really have anything postive to say anything about.
DIV[/QUOTE]
Yeah - Winona is a cute girl (or lady, but gosh - she still looks young).
I'd have to say that Tori Amos has the prettiest picture in that link, in my opinion. Very attractive woman.
My next pick would be Janet Jackson (looks in control - I like that), then Winona (has the face of an angel) and then Cher (his artistry in creating the glimmering look). Those might not be my picks if I saw them in real life or in some other capacity.
If I were to pick my favorite movie star men in terms of looks (at any point in time), Marlon Brando use to be hot as hell. Brad Pitt still looks good, even at 40 something. And I'm gonna have to say that Sylvester Stallone, even though I don't find him HOT, has kept himself up very well and still looks good. Ryan Phillippe is an attractive guy too. Oh yeah, Ricky Martin. Woo Doggy.
And for now, that's about it. I can't think of anyone else. But I'm sure there are more.
hey now don't hi jack my thread!!!
One of the 2 papers I mentioned ISS me Senior Paper and Im probably 4/5s done with it. DId it on the Rusian Revolution of 1905 we aren't allowed to do anything on crime for it.
Other paper I just finished, 9 pages on the dot, kinda shitty but I don't really care about this class so long as I get a C its outside of my major.
Few more weeks and Ill feel a million times better, that is till I get around to having to be a grown up
One of the 2 papers I mentioned ISS me Senior Paper and Im probably 4/5s done with it. DId it on the Rusian Revolution of 1905 we aren't allowed to do anything on crime for it.
Other paper I just finished, 9 pages on the dot, kinda shitty but I don't really care about this class so long as I get a C its outside of my major.
Few more weeks and Ill feel a million times better, that is till I get around to having to be a grown up
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LOL Austin i thought you were a old cranky guy
PHATchik said:I don't really remember you since I've not posted much the last year or so, but you're fun!
Oh yeah, and congratulations Austin!
A "studio gangsta" who "moonbathes" ?
Someone skool me on this PHATchik......
How pale is she and why doesn't she post more often?
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