I feel for you....
Been there, done that, have the T-shirt....
Last time I did a cycle, my "control" drugs (Nolvadex/Chlomed) got messed up in transit (never got them).
Thank heavens for Chrysin Deluxe and Tribulus Gold. Using those in double quantity did the job but cost me $$$ I had already spent for what I needed.
Same thing just happened AGAIN! This time, my buddy got me my gear, was on his way with it, and his psycho-bitch G/F took it out of his bag to "insure" he'd come back from his trip. That wasn't his gear, it was mine!
He said he's going to dump her for sure now, but I still don't have my stuff. I bought extra Chrysin to replace the Nolvadex I'm supposed to be on now. I got more Tribulus so I have pleanty when I get off cycle next week--just in case I still don't have my stuff by then.
In short, don't let anyone know you use unless you can (1) trust them or (2) have enough on them to bury them if they rat you out.
BTW, dump the bitch. If she "loved" you, she'd not have done this to you. In theory, she's endangered your health more by screwing up your cycle compared to letting you come off it properly. Is that love?