There's plenty off threads on here about clen. Do alittle research and you'll find all the answer you need. What kind of clen do you have liquid or tabs?
How did your joints feel being on that long. That's a long time to be winstrol. Way to long imo. What was your dosages? 6 to 8 weeks tops is how long i would suggest.
You can take about any steroid and use as a cutter or a bulker. It all depends on your diet. One certain drug is not made just for cutting or bulking. Some are better for cutting or bulking but can be used either way with proper diet.
First thing you need to do is get off your ass and quit feeling sorry for youself. Clean up you diet and do some cardio. Stay away from the drugs. Winstrol is not going to make you lose any fat anyway. Like everyone is saying, cardio and diet that's what it is going to take to lose the fat.