i understand 100% what you mean but its probably ALL in your head...
while maybe true that you lost some muscle, i bet you still get alot of compliments here and there about being in shape.. they may come in many forms such as:
you look strong
you are lean
youre a fairly big guy
you look...
the media sometimes likes stories like that... to pick on the good guy just to make headlines.... it sells!
there no justice in making big deal about steroids and sports.. they always been there... and will always stay!!!!!!!
so media fuckheads.. get over it!
frank here..
please forgive the poor english sometimes im not american.
new to the internet, but not to game.
sport bodybuilding for 5 years.
24 years old
183 cm
100kg
10% bodyfat
never used the steroids but am open minded to use mild plan.
i was thinking of 500mg sustanon per week for 10...