Carth VS. Satch: UPDATE!!!

Ok...we are only a few weeks away from the competition. And today I just couldn't take it anymore! I took my Tren and Winny and trashed the shit! I just couldn't take it anymore!

My wife saw me this morning taking all my gear and just throwing it into the trash with such anger and hatred. She asked...." WTF are you doing?! " I told her that I hate this stuff. She then said..." but you look fucking awesome! You look ripped and vacular! What about your competition? No lie! I told her... fuck that shit! The hell I'm going through isn't worth a competition where if I win...I don't win jack shit!

I feel like shit on it! I can't sleep! Too much anxiety, insomnia and nightsweats. I feel no love towards anybody. Too much anger and hatred. And all for no reason at all! This stuff is ruining me! I get angry when I'm driving. I yell at the wife. My beautiful lovely wife and all for no reason. Do you guys think that is a nice thing to do? Do you? I don't!

I'm not even playing with my daughters. I ignore the damn dog. I feel fucking lethargic as shit! I have no appetite! I'm not happy. And flat out...I'm just being a total dick to everybody. And oh yeah! I lost desire for sex. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS WORTH LOSING THE DESIRE FOR SEX!!!

God intended humans to eat, sleep and fuck. So let me do it and enjoy it! And this Tren shit has totally taken away all pleasures of my life!

I got a couple of real estate investments that i'm trying to sell. And I can't sell them because I myself get a fucking nasty attitude with the potential buyer either over the phone or in person. Just the other day someone called me and starts talking to me in spanish ( this is Miami where am at ). But I myself DO NOT like to talk spanish. So I play it dumb as if I don't know what the fuck they are saying. So I asked the lady on the phone....do you speak english? She said...Oh! I''m sorry, I though you spoke spanish. And I said...." this is a english speaking country isn't it? This is the U.S. isn't it?! The fucking bitch cursed me out and hung up!

And then some stupid bitch makes an appointment to see the house. I go over to show the house and the bitch starts making me the dumbest offer on the house. To the point that I told her...." don't fucking insult my intelligence like that! GET THE FUCK OUT!!!! Yes folks! That is the dickhead that I have become from using a drug that is supposed to make you look oh soooooo good. But make you a total asshole. And not to mention....DESTROY YOUR SEX DRIVE! And all for what? Psssst! I have no fucking idea!


Bottom line with all said and done. I'm done taking the stuff to make you look all freaky. As of today I'm taking high doses of Test Cyp. I need estrogen in my body. I don't care if I look a little bloated. I need to feel strong, happy, energetic, positive. And most importantly...I also need to feel love towards others. And lets not forget the only reason why we are all here. And that is SEX!!!!

So Satch....high doses of Test Cyp for me from now on. I'll still be there come July 17. I don't really give a shit who wins. Who looks better. I need to feel better. And treat others kind. I'm out! PEACE!!!!!

Sounds like tren got you good. Bottom line is to do what truly makes you happy. For your family's sake, I'm glad it's not looking feaky and you aren't risking your familial relationships over this stuff.

I ran tren once and got an infection in both quads so I had to stop early. It's a good thing because I know the insanity your describing and how it fucks with your sense of well-being.

Give it a little time to get out of your system and your head will clear. In the mean time, take your wife to dinner and your kids to a movie. Keep your head up and stay focused on what matters to you

BB

well if it makes you feel any better, i had a huge crash for the last 3 weeks..
havent made much progress and actually gained some fat..

so lets take it easy bro it aint a big deal.
just 2 sick fuckers goin at it..

you got size bro..
im gonna try to win with cuts even though i'm a grizzly 11%..

lol

fun and games brotha

Carth said:

I don't really give a shit who wins. Who looks better. I need to feel better. And treat others kind. I'm out! PEACE!!!!!

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Looks like someone made the transformation from an EliteFitness "boy" to a Real world man! Atta boy. I don't know WHY people get so caught up with things that make you loopy. I just don't get it.

Enjoy life, love life, live life.

Carth, let me just say that i understand what you are talking about bro. Good for you if you have made a decision that will make you happier in the long run. dont let anyone tell you any differently! take care of yourself and your family..and get a little liquidex for the bloat.. hope everything works out for ya..

BGI

bigbair said:

Sounds like tren got you good. Bottom line is to do what truly makes you happy. For your family's sake, I'm glad it's not looking feaky and you aren't risking your familial relationships over this stuff.

I ran tren once and got an infection in both quads so I had to stop early. It's a good thing because I know the insanity your describing and how it fucks with your sense of well-being.

Give it a little time to get out of your system and your head will clear. In the mean time, take your wife to dinner and your kids to a movie. Keep your head up and stay focused on what matters to you

BB

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Funny you mention that. We did that this past Wednesday. What a fucking disaster for me! The wife and kids wanted out of their usual diet routine. They all said they wanted to IHOP. Fine!!!! We all go! FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!! Maybe for me because of the Tren. Ok...here is the story.

We get there and there are only a handful of people there. One booth is a old couple with their grandsons. The MOST FUCKING UGLIEST FUCKING KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!! I wanted to go over there and punch these little fuckers in the face!!! I mean....the kids were not only out of fucking shape! But had HUUUUUUGE fucking heads! And they had hair that literally looked like a fucking wig! Not to mention that they had the weirdest looking cat shaped eyes! FUCKING SPOOKY!!!! They were pissing me off. And they wouldn't shut the fuck up! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! My little girls aren't like that. Why the fuck are these little shits like that!? Fucking undisciplned fuckers!

Anyways! Back to my hellacious story. Then at another booth there is women there with fucking 5 kids!!!!! Yes 5!!!!!!! Bitch looks like she had each kid one after and all little girls. And fucking snots!!! And not to mention the bitch was pregnant. So go figure! fucking 6 fuckers with her!!! NICE!!!! Anyways......she is fucking assking for so much attention! She keeps getting up and walking around. Going in and out of the IHOP for no reason at all! Leaves her little girls in there causing all hell. Even my 2 girls said to me how rude those little girls are and uneducated they are.

Then this fucking bitch gets right in front of me and my wife and the old couple and grandsons and pulls out her fucking giant sagging tit too breast feed. We were all like...WTF!!!!! The old people got pissed off and left. And then this freaky nasty skinny hick bastard walks in. And plays it off like he is looking at her baby. And goes....OH! How cute the baby!!! Fucking pervert I said to him! He looks at me and says....excuse me! I said...don't act like you are looking at her baby! Your looking at her fucking tit you camn perv!!!

He immediately just walks away and leaves the IHOP! I was so fucking pissed off! Everybody in there was pissed off. Me the most because of the Tren. And even the waitress helping us was pissed off at that this " I need attention, look at me, I have 6 kids and I have big saggy tits BITCH!!!!!


ARRRRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks brothers. I appreciate it! Yeah Satch. I aint gonna lie. I look pretty damn good. And considering the fact that I just starting going back to the gym as of late May. And not even at full force. I'v been either too busy or just fucking lazy. And only going 2-4 times a week for only 1 hour tops!

But my diet is still in check. That I admit. But I can't take it anymore. I'm ripped, hard and freaky vascular. The wife CANNOT and I mean CANNOT stopd touching me. The only problem is....that I DO NOT want her to touch me. All because I have NO desire to be touched! I need to feel well first. Not look fucking awesome! I'm sorry bro! Come July 17. I will NOT look as I do RIGHT NOW!!

But I sure will probably feel better. And I hope I can maintain some defintion and vascularity. LOL...I just wish the competition was today. Because to be frank...I don't think I'm going to look this great come 3 weeks from now.

Carth said:

Funny you mention that. We did that this past Wednesday. What a fucking disaster for me! The wife and kids wanted out of their usual diet routine. They all said they wanted to IHOP. Fine!!!! We all go! FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!! Maybe for me because of the Tren. Ok...here is the story.

We get there and there are only a handful of people there. One booth is a old couple with their grandsons. The MOST FUCKING UGLIEST FUCKING KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!! I wanted to go over there and punch these little fuckers in the face!!! I mean....the kids were not only out of fucking shape! But had HUUUUUUGE fucking heads! And they had hair that literally looked like a fucking wig! Not to mention that they had the weirdest looking cat shaped eyes! FUCKING SPOOKY!!!! They were pissing me off. And they wouldn't shut the fuck up! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! My little girls aren't like that. Why the fuck are these little shits like that!? Fucking undisciplned fuckers!

Anyways! Back to my hellacious story. Then at another booth there is women there with fucking 5 kids!!!!! Yes 5!!!!!!! Bitch looks like she had each kid one after and all little girls. And fucking snots!!! And not to mention the bitch was pregnant. So go figure! fucking 6 fuckers with her!!! NICE!!!! Anyways......she is fucking assking for so much attention! She keeps getting up and walking around. Going in and out of the IHOP for no reason at all! Leaves her little girls in there causing all hell. Even my 2 girls said to me how rude those little girls are and uneducated they are.

Then this fucking bitch gets right in front of me and my wife and the old couple and grandsons and pulls out her fucking giant sagging tit too breast feed. We were all like...WTF!!!!! The old people got pissed off and left. And then this freaky nasty skinny hick bastard walks in. And plays it off like he is looking at her baby. And goes....OH! How cute the baby!!! Fucking pervert I said to him! He looks at me and says....excuse me! I said...don't act like you are looking at her baby! Your looking at her fucking tit you camn perv!!!

He immediately just walks away and leaves the IHOP! I was so fucking pissed off! Everybody in there was pissed off. Me the most because of the Tren. And even the waitress helping us was pissed off at that this " I need attention, look at me, I have 6 kids and I have big saggy tits BITCH!!!!!


ARRRRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

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lol, wow. No more tren for you.

woosa woosa (rub the earlobes)

Carth said:

Funny you mention that. We did that this past Wednesday. What a fucking disaster for me! The wife and kids wanted out of their usual diet routine. They all said they wanted to IHOP. Fine!!!! We all go! FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!! Maybe for me because of the Tren. Ok...here is the story.

We get there and there are only a handful of people there. One booth is a old couple with their grandsons. The MOST FUCKING UGLIEST FUCKING KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!! I wanted to go over there and punch these little fuckers in the face!!! I mean....the kids were not only out of fucking shape! But had HUUUUUUGE fucking heads! And they had hair that literally looked like a fucking wig! Not to mention that they had the weirdest looking cat shaped eyes! FUCKING SPOOKY!!!! They were pissing me off. And they wouldn't shut the fuck up! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! My little girls aren't like that. Why the fuck are these little shits like that!? Fucking undisciplned fuckers!

Anyways! Back to my hellacious story. Then at another booth there is women there with fucking 5 kids!!!!! Yes 5!!!!!!! Bitch looks like she had each kid one after and all little girls. And fucking snots!!! And not to mention the bitch was pregnant. So go figure! fucking 6 fuckers with her!!! NICE!!!! Anyways......she is fucking assking for so much attention! She keeps getting up and walking around. Going in and out of the IHOP for no reason at all! Leaves her little girls in there causing all hell. Even my 2 girls said to me how rude those little girls are and uneducated they are.

Then this fucking bitch gets right in front of me and my wife and the old couple and grandsons and pulls out her fucking giant sagging tit too breast feed. We were all like...WTF!!!!! The old people got pissed off and left. And then this freaky nasty skinny hick bastard walks in. And plays it off like he is looking at her baby. And goes....OH! How cute the baby!!! Fucking pervert I said to him! He looks at me and says....excuse me! I said...don't act like you are looking at her baby! Your looking at her fucking tit you camn perv!!!

He immediately just walks away and leaves the IHOP! I was so fucking pissed off! Everybody in there was pissed off. Me the most because of the Tren. And even the waitress helping us was pissed off at that this " I need attention, look at me, I have 6 kids and I have big saggy tits BITCH!!!!!


ARRRRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

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Suggestion....let the tren fade in your system, get a sitter and you and your wife go out to dinner to somewhere where you are less likely to see some fucking sow breast feeding one of her ugly creatures.

But, I feel you bro. That's the kinda situation where it is one thing after another and you can feel the anxiety and anger quickening in your blood by the second. Next thing you know, your ready to start bashing heads and throwing tables. That really ain't a good state-of-being.

LOL Carth, I'm a real estate agent and I have delt with some pretty fucked up buyers. Never told them to get the fuck out, but don't be to hard on yourself some need to be told that.